Chapter 6 of 20
Chapter 6: To Cage a Mockingbird
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Sweat dripped down my forehead, stinging my eyes as I dragged the heavy oak dresser across the hardwood floor.
Metal scraped against wood with a screech that set my teeth on edge.
My chest heaved, gasps rattling in my throat as I shoved the piece of furniture directly in front of the front door.
Down on the street, voices swelled.
Camera shutters clicked in rapid, terrifying succession, sounding like a swarm of metallic insects feasting on my privacy.
Flashes of white light exploded against my living room window, casting jagged shadows across the ceiling.
Peering through a crack in the blinds, my breath hitched.
Dozens of reporters stood behind barricades, their long, black camera lenses pointed directly at my window like loaded weapons.
Two teenagers in school uniforms stood next to them, holding up phones and pointing at my balcony.
Trembling hands grabbed the heavy iron hammer from my toolkit.
I dragged a wooden chair to the window, climbing up with nails clenched between my teeth.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a wild, trapped animal screaming for release.
Bang.
Another deafening bang followed.
A third nail drove home.
Cold sweat slicked my palms as I drove the first nail straight through the window frame, sealing the glass shut.
I pulled the thick, blackout blinds down with a violent jerk, plunging the room into near-total darkness.
Only thin strips of aggressive daylight sliced through the gaps, illuminating dust motes dancing in the stagnant air.
Stagnant, suffocating heat pooled in the corners of my small studio apartment.
I leaned my head against the cool plaster of the wall, my breath coming in shallow, ragged bursts.
Outside, a megaphone crackled to life, a reporter's voice booming through the humid Seoul afternoon.
"We are live outside the residence of the mystery woman!" the voice echoed, vibrating through my floorboards. "Sources confirm the fated match of BTS's leader was spotted entering this building just under an hour ago!"
Panic clawed at my throat, tight and dry.
They knew where I lived.
My private sanctuary, the only place in the world where I felt entirely safe from the judgmental eyes of society, had been breached.
Every secret corner of my life was about to be laid bare under the harsh, unforgiving glare of the global spotlight.
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Pain flared in my left wrist, a hot, searing brand that made me drop the hammer.
It clattered to the floorboards, the sound deafening in the suddenly quiet room.
I clutched my forearm, sinking to my knees as the physical agony of the separation sickness tore through my veins.
My skin felt like it was bubbling, melting away to expose the ink-like script of Kim Namjoon’s name underneath the bandages.
Every beat of my heart dragged a fresh wave of nausea through my stomach.
He was looking for me, and my body was punishing me for running away.
Our souls were bound by some ancient, cosmic law, and my rebellion was being met with physical torture.
I could feel it in the air, a heavy, magnetic pull that threatened to drag me out of my hiding spot and onto my knees before him.
He was the world's most powerful idol, a man who commanded stadiums, and I was just an art restorer who preferred the company of dead painters to living people.
How could I ever survive his world?
Images of his face flashed behind my eyelids—his sharp, commanding jawline, the intense depth of his dark eyes, and the possessive, burning look he had given me when our eyes first met.
Never had I encountered a presence so utterly dominant, so capable of swallowing my entire identity whole.
Memories of my childhood crept in, cold and suffocating.
I was seven again, sitting on the cold linoleum floor of a massive, empty kitchen.
My parents' suitcases had clicked shut, the heavy front door locking behind them as they left for another month-long gallery tour in Europe.
"Be a good girl, Y/N," my mother’s voice echoed from the past, distant and detached.
"Don't make a mess, and don't make a sound."
I had sat in that silence for days, eating stale crackers and watching the sun move across the wall, learning that my existence was a burden.
No one had come for me then, and no one would save me now.
Now, the silence of my apartment felt exactly the same.
I was entirely abandoned, trapped in a cage of my own making while the world outside clamored to tear me apart.
Gossip sites wanted a piece of the girl who had captured the fated mark of BTS's leader.
Their interest was not out of love.
They only cared about the sensation.
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A sudden, sharp vibration against my thigh made me flinch.
My phone buzzed relentlessly on the floor, the screen lighting up with a name I hadn't wanted to see again.
Ji-hoon.
We had grown up together, two lonely kids in a wealthy neighborhood, but he had grown into a man who chased quick cash and cheap thrills.
He was untrustworthy, a gambler who always owed someone money.
Yet, he was the only person in Seoul who knew my private address and didn't care enough about K-pop to sell me out immediately—or so I prayed.
I swiped the screen with a trembling thumb.
"Ji-hoon," I whispered, my voice cracked and dry.
"Y/N, thank god you picked up," his voice hissed through the speaker, low and frantic. "The alley behind your building is crawling with reporters, but the basement entrance is still clear. I'm downstairs."
"How did you get in?" I asked, my grip tightening on the phone.
"I still have the master key card from when I did maintenance here last year," he murmured, his tone dripping with a nervous energy that made my stomach twist. "Listen to me. You need to get out of there. They're going to call the landlord, or worse, the police will get involved because of the crowd."
"Leaving the building isn't an option," I sobbed, pressing my forehead against my knees. "My wrist is bandaged, but they have photos of it. They know what I look like."
"There's a way out," Ji-hoon said quickly. "But you have to trust me."
Trusting Ji-hoon was a luxury I couldn't afford, but staying here meant waiting for the cage to lock permanently.
I stood up, my legs shaking like cheap plastic.
"Come up the service elevator," I whispered. "Hurry."
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Ten minutes later, a soft, rhythmic knocking sounded against the back door of my kitchen.
I slid the deadbolts back one by one, the metal clicking open with agonizing slowness.
Ji-hoon slipped through the narrow opening, smelling of stale cigarettes and cheap cologne.
He wore a frayed leather jacket, his eyes darting nervously from left to right as he entered.
His fingers drummed a frantic beat against the metal handle of the massive, industrial plastic laundry cart he pushed.
Blue canvas lined the inside, stained and smelling of industrial bleach.
"You've really gone full survivalist, haven't you?" he muttered, wiping his brow with the back of his hand. "The whole city is talking about you. Do you have any idea how much an exclusive interview with you is worth right now? I could clear all my debts in one go."
"Don't even think about it," I warned, my voice dropping to a dangerous quiet. "If you sell me out, Ji-hoon, I swear to God..."
"Relax, relax," he said, holding up his hands, though a shifty look crossed his face. "I'm here to help, aren't I? But we need to move. Now."
He pointed a finger at the deep bin of the laundry cart.
"Get in," he said.
"You want me to climb into a dirty laundry cart?" I stared at him, incredulous.
"Do you want to get eaten alive by the vultures out front?" Ji-hoon snapped, his eyes darting toward the boarded-up windows. "This is the only way. I'll cover you with the dirty sheets from the commercial bins downstairs. We wheel you out to my delivery van, and we get the hell out of here."
I looked at the cart, then at the burning skin of my wrist.
Agony worsened by the minute, a dull, throbbing ache that radiated up to my shoulder.
Namjoon was close.
An invisible thread connecting our souls was tightening, pulling so hard it felt like it would snap my bones.
He was searching for me, his possessive drive echoing through our shared bond.
If I didn't run now, I would be caught, claimed, and thrust into a spotlight that would incinerate me.
"Fine," I whispered.
I climbed over the plastic rim, curling my body into a tight, fetal position at the bottom of the cart.
Hard plastic pressed cold against my back, and the space was suffocatingly small.
Darkness pressed in from all sides.
I could feel the scratchy texture of old hotel sheets scraping against my cheeks.
My breath pooled in the tiny pocket of air around my mouth, hot and smelling of laundry detergent and my own rising panic.
Every turn Ji-hoon took made my head bump against the plastic wall.
I squeezed my eyes shut, pretending I was back in the museum's restoration room, safe among the silent marble statues.
Ji-hoon began dumping heavy, damp sheets over my head.
Pungent bleach and sour sweat filled my nose, making me gag.
My chest tightened as the darkness swallowed me, the heavy linen pressing down on my chest like a physical weight.
"Stay absolutely still," his voice came muffled through the layers of fabric. "Don't make a sound."
"Ji-hoon, if you betray me..." I started, but my voice was swallowed by another heavy pile of linens.
"Just shut up and breathe," he grunted.
Our heavy cart began to move, jolting violently as he pushed it over the threshold of my apartment.
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Every bump in the hallway felt like a car crash.
I clutched my knees to my chest, my fingernails digging into my palms to keep from crying out.
Low hum of the service elevator vibrated through my skull, rising and falling like a mechanical beast.
Dust and lint tickled my nose, forcing me to bite my own lip to suppress a sneeze.
Groaning under the weight, the elevator descended with an agonizingly slow pace.
With every floor we passed, the heat in my wrist intensified, a rhythmic pulsing that synchronized with my heartbeat.
It was like a tracking device, sending out a homing signal directly to Namjoon.
Did he know where I was?
Could he feel the exact moment I stepped into this metal box?
We stopped.
Heavy metal doors groaned open.
I could hear the distant, chaotic roar of the street—shouted questions, megaphones, the honking of frustrated drivers.
"Hey! You!" a sharp voice barked nearby.
My heart stopped, my breath catching in my throat as I squeezed my eyes shut in the darkness.
"Just trash and laundry, chief," Ji-hoon’s voice rang out, remarkably cool. "Building manager wants these cleared out before the crowd blocks the basement exit."
"Move it quickly," the guard grumbled. "Some crazy idol fans are trying to scale the fire escape on the east side."
Rusty wheels of the cart squeaked as Ji-hoon picked up the pace, the vibrations turning into a frantic, erratic bounce.
We were moving down a concrete ramp.
Damp air grew colder, the heavy scent of rain and wet asphalt cutting through the bleach.
We were in the alleyway.
I allowed myself a single, shaky breath, thinking of the freedom just beyond the metal walls of the cart.
Maybe I could escape.
Maybe I could find a quiet town in the countryside, far away from Seoul, far away from Kim Namjoon and his world of flashing lights.
Our cart suddenly screeched to a halt, the sudden deceleration throwing my shoulder against the hard plastic side.
"Ji-hoon?" I whispered, my voice barely a breath.
No response.
A heavy silence fell over the alley, thick and suffocating.
Heavy tires scraped against wet gravel, echoing through the narrow space.
A violent hiss of air brakes followed.
As Ji-hoon wheels the heavy cart into the alleyway, the back doors of a sleek black luxury van slam open, and three tall, masked men step out to block their path.