Alternative mushoku tensei

Amidst the icy desolation of the Northern Continent, a despondent Rudeus Greyrat, haunted by past failures, finds solace only in Soldat's gruff companionship. But his world shatters when a cataclysmic interdimensional rift tears open, manifesting Rudiko, his exact female counter-self. Their connection is instantaneous, an electric recognition of shared perversions and a profound emotional bond. As they navigate this bizarre intimacy, their love blossoms into an unconventional, deeply passionate affair, shocking even the pragmatic Soldat and the unexpected arrival of Paul Greyrat. They are two halves of a fractured soul, finding wholeness in each other amidst a world teetering on the brink of an unknown cosmic threat, their unique magic intertwining.