Chapter 5 of 7

Chapter 5: The lamp goes out

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The lamp was burning in daylight. It stood on a flat stone beside the door of the third house on the left, a clay bowl with a wick in it, and the flame was almost invisible in the afternoon sun. Somebody had built a little wall of slate around it to keep the wind off. Gaara saw it before anyone spoke to him and knew exactly what it was, and something in his chest turned over. By then there were eleven people in the road. They had come out of doorways and out from behind the goat pens, and they had come without hurrying, which was worse than a mob. A man with a hoe held it the way you hold a tool, not a weapon, and then adjusted his hands. Nobody was looking at his face. They were all looking at his feet. "Marit," someone said. "I know," she said. "Get Hallvard. And get Solva." "Marit." "Get them." A boy went off between the houses at a dead run. Gaara set the bundle of wood down, slowly, and stood with his hands loose and open at his sides, and made a point of not going anywhere near the knife on his belt. Eleven people. A hoe, two hatchets, and whatever was in the houses. His new numbers meant nothing here and he knew it. Numbers are for one crawler at a time, not for a village that has already made up its mind. Then the crowd opened, and a woman came through it. She was perhaps sixty, small, with flour on her forearms, and she was already walking wrong, too fast and too straight, the way people walk when they have been braced for a thing for months and it has finally come. She stopped in front of him and looked down at the boots. Gaara had spent the last hour arranging the sentence. He had built it the way he used to build the first line of a bad quarterly, and then he had taken all the cleverness out of it, because cleverness in a sentence like that is a thing you do for yourself. "I found your son's remains in a nest inside the ruin," he said. "There were others with him. He was dead a long time before I got there and there was nothing left to bring back. I took his boots because I had none. I am sorry. If you want them, they are yours." Nobody made a sound. Solva reached out and put one hand flat on his chest, not pushing, just resting it there, and she stood like that with her eyes closed for a long moment. "You came out," she said. "Yes." "He didn't." "No." She nodded, slowly, several times, as if agreeing with somebody standing behind him. "Keep them," she said. "He'd have had something to say about a man walking barefoot in this weather." Her voice cracked in the middle of it and she carried on straight through the crack. "He built the heel out himself. Twice. He was too cheap to have it done." "He did it in a hurry," Gaara said. "The stitching is terrible." Someone in the crowd made a noise that was almost a laugh, and cut it off. Solva's face did something complicated. Then she turned and walked back to her door, and she bent down, and she blew out the lamp. She stayed crouched there with her hand around the cold bowl for a while, and nobody in that road moved a muscle, and Gaara understood that whatever else happened to him today, he had done the one useful thing available to him. "Move," said a voice behind the crowd, and the crowd moved. The man who came through was tall and dry, seventy or so, with a stick he did not lean on. He stopped at a distance that was not quite far enough to be polite. "Hallvard," Marit said. "He came out of the ruin. He killed two of them." "He says he did." The old man's eyes went over him. Feet first, like everyone else. "Where are you from?" "Not from here." "That's not an answer." "No." Gaara took a breath. "Another world. I don't expect you to take it. It's what I have." Somebody behind him said something under their breath. Somebody else told them to be quiet. Hallvard did not blink. "Say it plainer." "I went to sleep in a city. Big one, a million people. I woke up under a slab in that ruin this morning. That's all of it." "And I'm to swallow that." "No. If I wanted something you'd swallow I'd have said I came from the east." He shrugged. "Then you'd have asked which road, and I don't know the name of one road in this country." Hallvard was quiet for a moment. "No," he said. "You don't." He came forward a few paces. "Four gone since spring," he said. "Two dogs before them. My grandmother lived eighty years in this house and nothing came out of that place in her time, nor in her mother's." He stopped. Started again. "Now they come out. And now a man walks out of it with no kin and no home and no shoes, wearing our dead." "You're not wrong to think it," Gaara said. "Then you see where I stand." "I do. I can't prove otherwise. That's my problem, not yours." "He described them," Marit said. "The seam behind the head. The way the big one lifts up at the end of a swing. He knew about the nest and where it is." "So would a man who lived in there." That went through the crowd like cold water. Gaara watched it go, watched three or four faces change, and made a note of which ones. "Hallvard." Solva, from the doorway. She had not stood up yet. "He said it to my face. A lie would have cost him nothing." "A lie about boots, Solva." "About my son." She got to her feet, and her voice went up, and it was the first loud thing said in that road. "Nine weeks. Nine weeks I've asked men to go and look. Not one of you went. He went in, he came out, and he walked an hour to tell me, and you're standing here counting." "I'm counting," Hallvard said, "because I have forty houses and you have one." That was when Gaara understood the shape of it. This was not about him. There was a crack in this village, and it had been there since spring waiting for something to open it, and he had walked into the middle of it in exactly the right costume. The old man was not cruel. He was carrying forty houses. Gaara had carried a payroll of nineteen once and had not slept properly for two years. "Elder," he said. Hallvard looked at him. "You want me gone by dark, and you'd rather it came from me than from you. In front of her." He nodded at Solva. "So let's do that part quickly." "You've done this before." "I've stood in a lot of rooms like this one." He rolled the weight off his bad shoulder. "They had better chairs." Hallvard's mouth moved very slightly. It was not a smile, but it had been near one. "Go on." "Food for three days. A whetstone if you can spare one. And half an hour with anyone who has been closer to that ruin than the tree line and come back." He paused. "Tomorrow at first light I go in. I bring you proof of what's in there. If I can, I find out why they started coming out this spring." "And if you don't come back?" "Then you're out three days of bread, and you were right about me." Hallvard studied him for long enough to be uncomfortable. "If you were lying," he said, "that is exactly what you would offer." "Yes." "Well. At least you don't argue." He looked past Gaara at the cold lamp on its stone, and something moved in his face and was put away again. "Three days of bread," he said. "Marit finds you the stone. You sleep in the byre." The old man walked away up the road, and the crowd came apart around him, and half of it went with him, and half of it stayed. Gaara stood in the middle of the split and let himself look at it properly for the first time. Faces. Fifteen, twenty of them, and the panels came up as his eyes moved, quiet and small, one after another. Level 3. Level 2. Level 5. The man with the hoe was a 4. A girl of maybe fourteen carrying a bucket was a 2. Marit at 6 was the highest thing in the road. They were farmers with numbers over their heads and not one of them knew it. Then he looked at Hallvard's back, twenty paces up the road, and there was nothing there at all. No name. No level. No line of text. Empty air above the old man's shoulders, as blank as the sky. Gaara stood very still. "Byre's this way," Marit said behind him. "You snore, you sleep outside." "Marit." "What." He watched the elder turn in at the last house and close the door. "Nothing," he said. "How long has Hallvard been your elder?"

End of Chapter 5

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