Chapter 15 of 15

A Beast in Bloom

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“Is Mrs. Gable someone important to you?” Lord Gareth’s voice, a low rumble beneath the sigh of the wind outside, cut through the quiet of the drawing-room. Elara, still rigid from the false confession she’d just spun to Mrs. Gable, flinched. The question felt like a thread pulled from her carefully woven facade. “Um…yes.” Her answer was barely a whisper. Gareth simply watched her, his expression unreadable beneath the shadows cast by the gaslight. A slow, deliberate nod followed. “Then I should make an effort to receive her favor.” His words, courteous on the surface, carried an edge of absolute decree. Elara’s throat tightened. He was playing her game, adopting her narrative, and twisting it to his own inscrutable ends. The air, already thick with the scent of decaying rose potpourri, grew heavy. “No, you don’t have—” Before Elara could finish, Gareth turned to Mrs. Gable. A faint smile touched his lips, unsettling in its stillness. “Mrs. Gable, I regret to inform you, but I may not be able to uphold the understandings we shared before my…indisposition.” Mrs. Gable, her face a map of conflicting emotions, responded without a beat. Her gaze flickered to Elara, a knowing glint in her eyes. “I gathered as much, my lord, from the moment you began to stir.” She paused, then added, “It was evident you weren’t quite the gentleman Elara had described.” Elara’s breath hitched. Mrs. Gable, bless her sharp wit, had seen the manipulation. She’d recognized the lie, not just Gareth’s amnesia, but Elara’s desperate fabrication of his character. A flicker of something akin to amusement danced in the housekeeper’s stern features. It was a silent acknowledgment of Elara’s cunning, but also a warning. Gareth’s gaze returned to Elara, unnervingly direct. “Elara assured me I was…gentle. And polite.” His voice was flat, devoid of real warmth, making the words a hollow echo of Elara’s desperate invention. The blood in Elara’s veins ran cold. He remembered. Not the past, perhaps, but certainly *her words*. “Yeah, you were.” Mrs. Gable’s quiet agreement was daggers. She clearly understood Elara’s predicament. The housekeeper was not entirely bewildered anymore; a calculating assessment now hardened her gaze. She was watching, piecing together the threads of this intricate lie. “I imagine it will require some time for me to become the husband Elara remembers,” Gareth continued, his voice softer, but no less penetrating. It was a pronouncement, a promise weighted with unspoken threats. “I understand, my lord,” Mrs. Gable replied, a new formality in her tone. “And of course, we all wish for your swift recovery.” Gareth’s eyes, fixed on Elara, seemed to bore into her very soul. “The physician assured me my recovery would not be arduous. He spoke of an…inertia. A return to a truer self.” Elara flinched. The word ‘inertia’ resonated with a primal fear. What was his ‘true self’ if not the monster she had carefully, deliberately, painted as gentle? “Elara,” Gareth said, his tone shifting, becoming almost casual, yet utterly inescapable. “When should I resume my duties?” “You…you want to work?” Elara stammered, her eyes wide with unfeigned shock. A renewed wave of dread washed over her. An active Gareth was a dangerous Gareth. He frowned, a subtle tightening around his eyes. “Do you not find it unjust that you have borne the entire burden of managing the estate these past weeks?” “No, but…you must rest!” Elara’s voice was too sharp, betraying her panic. Her palms grew damp. “You need to focus on your recovery, Gareth. It would ease my worry…” “Gareth,” he corrected her, his voice a low thrum that vibrated through the silent room. Suddenly, he leaned back, resting his arm along the top of the sofa, his posture radiating a latent power. “It’s Gareth,” he repeated, his gaze unwavering, pinning her. “Call me Gareth.” His words, delivered with such quiet intensity, were more terrifying than any shout. Elara felt herself stiffen, a cold terror gripping her as if a blade had been pressed to her throat. Her face, she knew, must have gone bone-white. At the sight of her pallor, Gareth abruptly buried his face in his forearm. Yet, the sharp line of his raised eyebrows remained visible, a clear sign of his awareness. “Do you…no longer see me as a man?” For some reason, Elara couldn’t move. Not a finger, not a single muscle. The sudden shift in the atmosphere, the dark, predatory energy he now exuded, reminded her of the day she’d first glimpsed him in the shadowed crypt beneath the conservatory, a predator in repose. He pressed his temple with an index finger, his sigh a rough whisper. “I feel like an idiot, with only one thing in my head.” Elara could offer no response. Her tongue felt thick, useless. “Your face.” The words were a fresh spike of terror. Elara felt as though she sat on a bed of thorns, each movement fraught with peril. She had to tread with impossible care. “Elara, you cannot imagine what that feels like,” he continued, his voice a strained rasp. “It drives me to the brink.” He scrunched his eyebrows, as if in genuine pain. “All I have is the image of a woman I cannot properly recall. But the thought of losing even that…it terrifies me.” Elara couldn’t tear her eyes from him as he let out a dry, humorless laugh. She shouldn't feel this way, yet a sliver of pity, cold and unwelcome, pricked at her. “I fear I’ll become a truly dreadful husband if that happens.” He reached out, his hand moving with unnerving slowness. His fingertips brushed her cheek, a feather-light touch that sent a jolt of pure horror through her. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic drum against bone. His touch was cold, and her mind raced, envisioning the subtle sting of a hidden needle, the bitter taste of a plant she couldn’t identify. She felt like she’d just run a breathless race across the moors. Seeing Elara’s frozen posture, Mrs. Gable mumbled under her breath, a stark observation that rang true in the oppressive silence. “He’s no ordinary man, that one.” Mrs. Gable, her lips pressed into a thin line, reached for the old ledgers on the nearby desk, her gaze distant. First, she would find out who Lord Gareth *was*. And perhaps, more importantly, what he *had been*. --- That night, Elara found herself alone on the ground floor of the Conservatory, using the pretense of 'work' to escape the rising chill of the upper chambers. Her resolve was iron-clad. She would not share a bed with that man tonight, no matter what. Her fingers twitched, yearning to close and lock the heavy oak door leading to the second floor, sealing him away. But the lock, a tarnished brass relic, had been broken. Splintered wood and twisted metal, testament to Gareth’s surprising strength, or perhaps his impatience, mocked her desire for security. She crept to his chamber door, pushing it open a crack. A sliver of light from within illuminated the scene. He was doing push-ups. His upper body, bare and slick with a fine sheen of sweat, rippled with newly defined muscle. Loose, dark trousers hung low on his hips. He moved with a relentless, silent efficiency, not a single gasp of effort escaping his lips. Muscular shoulders, a taut, curved midline, veins bulging like roots beneath pale skin – his recovery was astonishingly swift. The vegetative husk she’d tended, still and silent for weeks, had been replaced by a creature of lean, coiled power. The contrast was stark, terrifying. I feel comfortable with plants, she thought, watching him through the narrow gap. They were predictable, their poisons and balms known. But beasts? Beasts were volatile. They hid their true intent. The grandfather clock in the hall chimed, its sonorous bong pulling Elara from her trance. Her breath hitched. She backed away from the door, the floorboards groaning under her careful retreat. She went to her own small bed-chamber, a sanctuary of dried herbs and pressed specimens, and firmly closed the door. Her breathing was ragged, a dull ache throbbing behind her eyes. Since the sun had dipped below the moorland horizon, only one thought consumed her: how to avoid spending the night in Gareth’s presence. Seconds stretched into minutes. Then, a soft rap echoed through the silent corridor. “Elara,” Gareth’s voice called, a low, even tone that offered no comfort. Through the narrow gap beneath her door, where the paint had long flaked away, she could see the shadow of his polished boots. A chilling realization struck her: this old, imperfect door, with its faulty latch, offered no real barrier. She pulled the thick, quilted blanket over her head, wishing it could muffle the sound, wishing it could make her disappear. *Just go back!* she pleaded silently, a prayer to empty air. But from childhood, no mercy had ever been directed her way. Her prayers, she knew, were never answered. His hand found the doorknob, twisting it. The old brass rattled violently, threatening to give way. Elara bit her lip until she tasted blood, pretending to be deep in sleep, her body rigid beneath the blanket. “Elara. Open the door.” She trembled. His toneless voice was worse than a shout. If only she could see his eyes, perhaps the fear would be less. But his voice, devoid of all human inflection, was enough to paralyze her. A thick silence descended. How many minutes passed? An eternity. Then, a faint creak of the floorboards outside her door. She heard the soft shuffle of his departure. Elara flung the blanket aside, a gasp of relief tearing from her throat. She got out of bed, her limbs stiff and sore. The woman who claimed to be his wife, avoiding her husband. What would he think? The thought was a lash across her raw nerves. The clock in the hall chimed again, marking the passage of time. Before her mind could fully process, her body moved. She brought her ear close to the door, listening intently. “Did you think I left?” came the voice, a low whisper directly against the wood, sending a jolt of pure terror through Elara’s entire being.

End of Chapter 15