Chapter 12 of 12
A Serpent's Embrace
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A labyrinth of polished oak and hushed whispers, this grand assembly room served as London’s quiet, formidable stage. Within its walls, men of varying fortunes and temperaments vied for ascendancy, each a creature of instinct in this intricate ecosystem.
Here, every gentleman understood his place, however temporary. Daily, reputations hung by a thread, stretched taut across the city’s merciless judgments. Survival demanded a delicate, ceaseless dance.
This unending tension had settled upon Elias Finch since his twelfth year, when he first grasped the art of securing a patron. Ever since, this precise, calculated balancing act had been his routine—and, he suspected, that of every other ambitious soul.
A gilded cage, this city, yet within it, a hidden pyramid of power.
A tremor ran through Elias’s arm, stiff from poor circulation. He flexed his fingers, the chill from the stone desk seeping into his bones. His stomach, tightly wound, received a light tap from his fist. Exhaling a weak breath, he surveyed the bowed heads before him, rows of dark coats and neatly coiffed napes. At the head of the room, Sir Caldwell, our principal lecturer on mercantile law, droned on, his spectacles perched precariously on his nose, perusing a crumpled ledger he had folded in half. The younger clerks and aspiring gentlemen, meanwhile, either scribbled furiously at their assigned problems or, having surrendered entirely, dozed with heads on their desks.
“Rouse yourselves, gentlemen, those of you who find slumber more enticing than prosperity,” Sir Caldwell announced, turning a page with a rustle of parchment.
Fifth bell already chimed. Elias had been grappling with the fifteenth financial conundrum, pausing to scratch his temple with an index finger before setting his pen aside. His gaze drifted to the vacant chairs. Two, in particular, remained conspicuously empty.
Unsurprisingly, neither Lord Alistair Vance nor Mr. Reginald Thorne had presented themselves. They would likely remain absent tomorrow, unless Lord Alistair’s unpredictable whims shifted, or some new, unacknowledged drama unfolded between the two. The nature of such drama, Elias could only guess.
Lowering his eyes, he returned to the complex figures on the page, the intricate strokes of accountancy blurring before him.
Once, he had believed himself privy to every facet of Lord Alistair Vance. He had convinced himself that he, of all in this room, understood Alistair best. A quiet pride in that notion had sustained him, even in moments of comparison with Lord Gideon Blackwood, who seemed far more intimately acquainted with Alistair’s affairs.
That quiet knowledge, a secret weapon, had helped Elias endure seeing Blackwood and Vance operate so seamlessly. Deep down, he had savored the thought of possessing the true key to Alistair’s unpredictable heart.
Propping his chin on his hand, Elias found the very thought sickening. Such insidious desires, unique to an aspiring young gentleman navigating London’s treacherous social currents, had to remain buried. Deeply buried, so that not even the object of his fixation could sense their presence. Ultimately, he had to conceal them so thoroughly that even he forgot they existed.
Lord Alistair Vance, however, made no such effort. His desires were an open secret, whispered behind fans and over teacups.
Lifting his head slightly, Elias glanced around. Still, every man remained hunched over his work. Pressing his lips tightly, he looked straight ahead.
Lying neglected between the rows of desks, a forgotten glove, its fine leather marred by the dust of passing boots.
Suddenly, as if sensing an eye upon him, Elias buried his head in his arms, mimicking the slumped forms around him.
Then, he shifted his neck, his gaze falling to the back row. A face lay partially obscured by an arm, as though its owner had collapsed mid-thought. The features appeared delicate, sorrowful, almost lifeless.
He found himself staring at Lord Gideon Blackwood’s profile before his gaze drifted to Gideon’s arm. Had the already tall Blackwood grown even more? The frock coat, perfectly tailored at the season’s outset, now revealed too much wrist. Around one, a dark onyx ring—a heavy, unmistakable family signet, an integral part of Blackwood’s ancient identity.
Before hearing the rumors, Elias had assumed Blackwood resided on the fringes of society, perhaps in the same unsavory districts as Mr. Reginald Thorne.
Despite his intimidating aura, Blackwood never seemed to flaunt his considerable wealth. His deep-set eyes, perpetually shadowed by his brow, and his faded irises lent him a haunted, weary air. The hint of white sclera beneath his pupils added to his sharp, almost gaunt appearance.
Blackwood’s presence was one of grim intimidation, though it lacked the veneer of easy luxury associated with inherited fortunes. Instead, his face seemed etched with a profound sense of deprivation, exuding a melancholic heaviness. Combined with his imposing stature—he was undoubtedly the tallest gentleman present—it made him doubly formidable.
Fortunately, unlike Lord Alistair Vance, Blackwood’s sharp features possessed a classically handsome symmetry. Without that, many might have actively shunned him. Even so, Blackwood’s countenance was unsettling, intimidating, and charged with a nervous energy.
Yet Blackwood’s demeanor could not have been more divergent from his appearance.
Not merely indifferent to worldly concerns, he seemed to actively erase events from his memory, whether by design or nature. He possessed an air of “detached ownership of nothing,” a trait that ironically amplified his mystique.
Most notably, Blackwood evinced no concern for money. He never observed how much others spent or requested. If the mood struck him, he would casually bestow a sum upon someone nearby without a second thought, as if the concept of currency held no meaning. Often, he lent money and forgot it entirely. Tales circulated of those who returned borrowed funds, only for Blackwood to inquire, genuinely puzzled, as to their purpose.
Still, he did not offer his largesse to all. He would indulge random requests when in a benevolent mood but coldly refuse those in true desperation.
Even with his purported friends, Blackwood could be harsh. Elias recalled hearing that Mr. Davies, upon seeing Blackwood’s prized Arabian stallion—a creature rarely displayed—had eagerly attempted to mount it without permission. Blackwood had struck him down on the spot, sending him sprawling into the street like a startled cur.
At the apex of the social hierarchy, men like Blackwood and Vance shared one common trait: a complete disregard for others’ opinions. This profound indifference, in its own way, was what allowed them to occupy the pyramid’s highest tier.
Why do we, with our own hands, concede the keys to our world to these uncontrollable predators? No matter how Elias pondered it, the answer remained elusive.
And yet, Lord Gideon Blackwood presented himself as a devout Anglican.
He was the sort of rake who slept with a prayer book beneath his pillow, yet claimed adherence to the teachings. He avoided spirits, tobacco, and the embraces of women, neither stealing nor extorting from his peers. Yet the doctrine he professed was flawed—any clergyman could discern that from the laxity concerning spirits and tobacco alone. Anglicanism, Elias understood, permitted both in moderation.
They said the Church viewed certain affections as a grave sin. Was that why Lord Alistair Vance’s proclivities so repulsed Lord Gideon Blackwood? Elias licked his dry lips.
A strange sense of relief washed over him that he hadn’t been caught in Alistair’s web. Had he been, he would have ended up like that discarded glove, trampled underfoot. And yet, even in that moment, he wondered—had Vance and he remained close, as they had been only months prior, would Alistair have shielded him?
The thought surfaced unbidden, dragging with it memories Elias desperately wished to forget. He drew a deep breath, trying to suppress the wave of nausea that rose in his chest, as though the indifferent luncheon he’d consumed earlier threatened to resurface.
No, of course not.
How laughable, that he had once been so arrogant as to believe it. To Alistair, Elias was nothing. Merely a convenient diversion, a passing acquaintance. This truth he knew now, revealed in the cold contempt in Alistair’s eyes when he cast Elias aside. He hadn’t wanted to know, but the brutal truth had stared him down.
Lord Alistair Vance sinned openly. Elias, too, carried his own trespasses—but he kept them hidden. And so, Vance was now punished by society, while Elias, by his discretion, remained spared.
A faint laugh escaped his lips, so soft it was audible only to himself.
“…So, as long as one avoids detection, that is all that truly matters.”
Perhaps Society possessed a personality akin to Lord Gideon Blackwood’s.
His gaze shifted to the desk near Sir Caldwell’s podium. Unusually, a pang of pity struck Elias for Mr. Reginald Thorne. Poor soul, ensnared in the devil’s coils. He lacked the fortitude to resist that monstrous, seductive power. Fragile, helpless Thorne, despite his imposing family name. He ought to have fled the moment Elias had warned him, fool.
Elias knew he harbored no saintly virtues. He was selfish, self-serving, and perhaps that was his penance. Sometimes, he even entertained the thought: If one must pursue such illicit affections, why not choose someone sly and calculating like himself? At least then, life’s intricate dance might be simpler. Why fall for someone so innocent and earnest, only to be crushed by it?
These days, his thoughts had shifted.
Yes. Of course no one could ever truly love someone like him. He knew himself too well to believe otherwise.
There had been a time when he believed he could possess everything. Arrogant, conceited Finch. Finch, who thought he understood the world at eighteen. Wicked, vile Finch. Pitiful Finch, who, having no one to offer comfort, endured every blow alone.
That day, Elias could not conquer the fifteenth problem. He feigned a sudden malaise, slumping over his desk, thinking: *Well, at least I am not as thoroughly ruined as Vance or Thorne.*
Whispers about Lord Alistair Vance and Mr. Reginald Thorne spread like wildfire through the city’s drawing-rooms and clubs. Whether exaggerated or grounded in truth, no one could say for certain. There was no way to ascertain either. Alistair’s coterie had vanished from polite society, as if ripped out by the roots. The few who remained were too engrossed in forming new alliances to concern themselves with anything else, inadvertently fueling the rumors even further.
“Mr. Hemlock, forgive me, but who was closest to Lord Alistair’s confidence?”
“Lord… No, Lord Gideon Blackwood.”
Elias overheard this exchange as he passed by on his way back to the main hall before dismissal. Mr. Hemlock, the supervisor, had inquired, and one of the junior clerks had answered. Pretending not to have heard, Elias walked into the room. Mr. Hemlock glanced nervously between Elias and the vacant seats, tapping his fingers against the podium. Then, as if abandoning some unspoken thought, he announced:
“Gentlemen, let us conclude this session.”
The moment dismissal was granted, Elias gathered his documents. As he swung his brief against his shoulder, Lord Gideon Blackwood tapped him on the back.
“Finch. Join me for a stroll after this.”
Elias met his gaze.
He knew. Having always observed Alistair and Blackwood’s every interaction, Elias understood that the person Blackwood most frequently invited for such excursions had always been Vance. After a brief pause, he demurred.
“Forgive me, my lord. I have a pressing engagement with my tutor.”
“And after that?”
“Study. Perhaps you could seek out one of your companions.”
“Unnecessary.”
“Why so, my lord?”
“Cultivating intimacy with lesser men merely drags one down.”
“Ha.”
Elias let out a short, hollow laugh at the sheer absurdity of it.
Right. This was precisely why he had found himself able to tolerate Blackwood more than he might have expected. Their twisted values seemed to align in strangely disturbing ways.
“So, Mr. Davies, Mr. Smythe—they are ‘lesser men’? Even Mr. Hastings?”
“If you phrase it thus, then yes, largely so. You, however, are different.”
The backhanded compliment left Elias with a prickle of discomfort.
“What precisely do you mean? You are quite terrible, my lord.”
“I assure you, I am not.”
“No, truly, you are quite awful.”
“Hmm. It is in the sacred text. ‘Thou shalt not bear false witness.’ I merely speak with candour, Finch.”
Honestly, Blackwood was worse than Elias himself. At least Elias did not so brazenly dismiss his associates as ‘trash.’
“That, Finch, is why I consider myself a man of virtue.”
“…Indeed, my lord.”
“Since I am such a virtuous individual, might I accompany you to your lodgings?”
Lord Gideon Blackwood blinked twice. Elias looked into his face for a moment before offering a slight nod.
“Certainly, my lord. Why not.”
As long as Blackwood did not interfere with Elias’s own delicate maneuvering, there was no logical reason to refuse. To secure one’s tenuous place within the merciless hierarchy, one often had to sup with devils, even if only for the promise of a sliver of power or a moment of perceived protection. Lord Gideon Blackwood, Elias mused, was a very powerful devil indeed. And Elias, despite his apprehension, was quite hungry for a seat at the table.
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