Chapter 3 of 15
A Serpent's Scrutiny
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A faint tremor ran through the silver goblet I presented, the chilled fruit cordial within shimmering. Lord Kaelan’s face, a landscape of indulgence after another forgotten night, bore the mark of a blowfish, swollen and indistinct. Without ceremony, I placed the goblet onto the polished surface of his reading desk, a silent offering to mitigate his excesses.
He always received such a frosty libation on mornings following his dissolute nights. His features, prone to puffiness, became a visible testament to his disregard for decorum. My gesture, though seemingly solicitous, served a practical purpose.
“Pray, do not sit there like a gargoyle,” I murmured, my voice low. “It does your lineage no favors.”
Kaelan stretched, a languid, predatory motion. “A thousand thanks, Elian.”
“Did your First Lord offer his displeasure this morn?”
“Thanks to your diligent dissembling, no,” Kaelan replied, a smirk playing on his lips. His shoulders lifted in a casual shrug of pride. I merely pursed my mouth, a flicker of something unreadable crossing my features. Then, turning to seek my own designated seat, my gaze snagged on a spread of vellum beside Kaelan’s table.
This was not my usual post. It belonged to Ser Kael.
Kaelan loomed over me by a significant measure. Ser Kael, in turn, possessed a height that surpassed Kaelan’s own, a quiet, almost intimidating stature. That natural order, that silent declaration of physical dominance, relegated me to a more peripheral position within the inner circle. It was a constant, subtle reminder of my own lesser frame, a quiet frustration I swallowed.
Burying the familiar prickle of resentment, I gestured towards the vellum, trying to keep my tone neutral.
“When did he arrive?”
“No idea,” Kaelan drawled, lifting his goblet. “He was already in place when I dragged myself hither.”
“Yet, he appears as if he has not spent a night away from his bed-curtains.”
A rustle answered my words. The vellum shifted, revealing Ser Kael’s half-lidded eyes. His narrow gaze drifted between Kaelan and myself, then he yawned, a wide, languid stretch that seemed to consume the morning air.
“...I told myself just a few more pages. Then… well.”
Yawns, it is said, possess a peculiar contagion. Kaelan echoed the gesture, his own mouth parting before scrunching his face into a smug grin.
“This rogue. Professes to live a life of decadence, yet maintains a more pristine mien than even the Lady Isolde.”
“Kindly refrain, Kaelan.”
“Understood, you scrupulous brute.”
Whether Ser Kael registered the mockery, he merely leaned back, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest. I watched him for a beat too long. Our eyes met across the space. His gaze flickered towards the ornate window, then back to mine. A strange tickle traced my spine, and I shifted, rubbing a shoulder, forcing my attention back to Kaelan.
Early morning in the Grand Ducal antechamber often wore a veneer of pleasantry. Such idle conversations set the day’s cadence. Soon, other young nobles, figures like Lord Gareth and Lady Lyra, would drift in. They would gather, their attention fixed on Kaelan, eager for the latest whispers and accounts of his exploits. The predictable ritual would unfold: chatter, veiled laughter, and eventually, the arrival of a senior courtier to usher in the day’s formal proceedings.
For those considered the most influential of the rising generation, it was a surprisingly sedate commencement to the day. Yet, we remained at the precipice of adulthood, our minds still impressionable. Tales of untamed passions from the night before, particularly those involving Kaelan, often left a faint, acrid taste. Still, I played my part, feigning amusement, offering the expected responses.
Despite the underlying currents, these mornings felt tolerable. But then, a month and a half prior, an insidious alteration had begun. The pivot point, the subtle discord, was entirely Lord Theron.
“Look, Theron approaches.”
“Gods above. Is that even permitted?”
“Does that miserable wretch truly dare show his face after his public rebuke?”
Lord Gareth, never one for subtlety, openly derided Theron. His finger, an accusatory dart, pointed. In its direction, Theron edged into the antechamber, an almost imperceptible figure, his gaze fixed on the marble floor. He shuffled towards a remote writing desk in the front row of the chamber, his satchel, worn and frayed, deposited with a muted thud. He slumped over it immediately, a defeated curve to his spine. Observing his hunched figure, a sigh, laden with something akin to irritation, escaped me.
Theron was a singularly pathetic individual. His voice, thin as spun glass, his frame, small and unassuming – a truly pitiful excuse for a noble scion. As the murmurs rippled through the gathered courtiers, Kaelan’s glare sharpened, his gaze fixed on Theron’s back. He muttered curses under his breath. I despised this. His acute sensitivity, though misdirected, frayed my composure.
Kaelan snatched a stray official missive, one that had previously detailed minor court appointments. He balled it tightly in one hand. Then, with a flick of his wrist, he tossed it. The crumpled parchment struck Theron’s head with a soft *thud*. Theron’s head slumped further onto his desk.
“By the Mother. Do not parade that grotesque visage first thing in the morning.”
Theron, placing his arms on the desk, buried his face within them, doing precisely as Kaelan commanded. Yet, Kaelan’s disdain only deepened. He kicked his own table, the finely carved wood protesting with a sharp crack.
“Hark! Will you not answer me?”
When Kaelan abruptly rose, his voice sharp and loud, Theron, still hunched, stammered a reply, his voice trembling.
“Y-yes, my Lord.”
“Lift your head, meet my eye, and speak with clarity.”
Did Kaelan even comprehend the sheer illogic of his demands? The utter absurdity of his caprice made a bitter laugh catch in my throat. Whether he registered my internal derision or not, Kaelan moved, closing the distance between himself and Theron. With each measured step, the unpleasant sensation within me intensified, growing more vivid, more raw.
Kaelan’s approach was a silent tightening of the coil. Just that alone made me feel a loss of grip on the emotions I had so carefully, so diligently suppressed. This was not the same envy I felt when Kaelan engaged Ser Kael in easy banter. Instinctively, I knew. Deep within my own heart, I harbored a shadow as dark and unsettling as Kaelan’s. That was why observing Kaelan with Ser Kael, though discomfiting, had become bearable. But his interactions with Theron unsettled me more and more. My hands began to tremble. I clenched them tightly, burying them deep within my sleeves, desperate to conceal their tremor.
Kaelan kicked Theron’s desk. The ornate legs skidded violently across the marble, almost toppling, and Theron jolted upright in alarm, his voice still unsteady.
“S-forgive me, my Lord.”
Kaelan stood, silently looking down at Theron’s face. Theron’s eyes glistened with unshed tears, teetering on the precipice of a breakdown. Yet, in that precise moment, it felt as though I was the one on the verge of tears.
Kaelan never forced Theron into menial tasks, yet his gaze remained fixed, an unspoken brand. If Theron excused himself to the lavatories during a recess, Kaelan’s eyes would track his retreating form, even as he engaged in conversation with us. I knew this because I never ceased observing Kaelan.
To be candid, my first impression of Lord Theron had been unremarkable. His complexion was not flawless, but his youthful features gave him a face that was, at a glance, pleasant. When he smiled, it held a genuine, unburdened happiness. Even his neutral expression carried a certain gentle brightness.
Before Kaelan began his torment, no one held particular animosity towards Theron. He seemed a child nurtured in a warm, doting environment. While not overtly sociable, preferring the quiet company of a book, there was no trace of worry or discomfort in his demeanor. Most courtiers considered Theron a decent sort. Since he never flaunted the affection he received, he garnered even more subtle praise. Humble, quiet, bright, and inexplicably pleasant – that was Lord Theron.
But I did not particularly favor him from the outset. Nor did I dislike him. I simply did not care. To say he was not even within the periphery of my awareness would be more accurate. Yet, whenever I spoke with my intimates, with Kaelan, or with Ser Kael’s circle, and Theron’s name arose, I would find myself casually fabricating, saying, “Oh, Theron? He’s quite acceptable. Decent enough.”
Kaelan, much like myself, had initially paid Theron little mind. Kaelan was never one to concern himself with the affairs of less prominent nobles. After Theron’s arrival in May, they had not exchanged a single word until June. Such was the initial state of affairs.
Then, one day, a subtle shift occurred. A small, sharp deviation in the mundane flow of our existence. It happened just after the midday meal. Looking back, I believe I have never regretted an action more profoundly than what transpired that day.
Theron, as was his custom, had settled into a quiet corner during a brief recess, engrossed in a book. He was the sort who found solace in the printed page. I, on the other hand, cultivated a habit of feigning amiability towards those of good reputation.
Thus, when I chanced upon Theron, I initiated a conversation regarding the volume he held. I was no true scholar myself – merely performing the part of a cultured mind. “You must truly relish your books, my Lord?”
“Oh? Yes, I suppose so.”
At that time, Theron and I remained distant acquaintances. Perhaps that made the approach easier.
“Have you concluded that particular tome?”
“I am nearing its final pages.”
“Then perhaps set it aside now. The conclusion will only disappoint you. It is one of those narratives where the ending sullies the entire journey.”
“You have read it, then?”
“Indeed, some time ago.”
To satisfy my intellectual vanity, I habitually sought out commentaries and critiques of the volumes I might encounter, ensuring I had something cultivated to offer. Drawing upon those recalled opinions, I presented a critique – not a genuine one, merely enough to sound informed. Theron smiled brightly, a look of genuine pleasure illuminating his face. It caught me unawares.
“You are the first soul I have met who has read this book besides myself.”
“Oh... truly?”
“Yes, but I shall still complete it. Pondering the reasons for such an ending is, in itself, part of the enjoyment.”
“Well, of course. Opinions, after all, diverge.”
“Hearing you say that only intensifies my anticipation.”
That smile still lingers in my memory, a source of uncomfortable recollection. Was it some instinctive unease that stirred within me then?
After that day, Lord Theron began to seek my company with increasing frequency. Though I found it somewhat irksome, often wondering, *Why me?*, I did not overtly discourage him. Theron, with his unblemished reputation, was not the worst individual to keep in proximity. After all, outside of courtly documents and strategic reports, books were largely considered frivolous for our station. Even those with ample leisure found volumes little more than glorified footrests. For Theron, I was likely the only individual who might entertain such discussions.
That particular day was one of those routine encounters. Yet, it also proved to be one of the most ill-fated of them all.
Ser Kael was to blame. To this hour, I cannot fathom why I acted as I did. Why I, one who seldom meddled in the affairs of others, chose to insert myself where I did not belong. Why Kael, of all people, had left his most recent Scholastic Assessment scroll wide open, vulnerable to any passing gaze.
I, who abhorred any revelation of my own academic standing, naturally assumed Kael would desire similar discretion. Thus, I flipped the scroll, obscuring its contents. That was when I saw it: his score. Eighty-one points.
I blinked, disbelief a cold wash, and checked again. Eighty-one. Considering the exacting standards for such assessments, this would barely secure a fourth-tier commendation. But still, it nestled at the higher end of that tier.
It was the first instance where one of my deepest preconceptions shattered. A small shock to realize Kael was not the lost cause I had mentally cataloged him as. Naturally, my thoughts drifted to Kaelan’s own academic record. Now, *he* was truly a disaster. A noble who would mark every question with the same arbitrary answer and slumber through the remainder of an examination, Kaelan had never once achieved a respectable score.
Perhaps that was why such a potent cocktail of emotions brewed within me – as if I had discovered something salvageable amidst the refuse. A noble I had dismissed as utterly feckless proved more capable than the one I constantly strove to please. That strange realization must have dislodged my usual prudence, for I committed an act I would normally never have contemplated.
It was nothing grand. I merely seized a nearby stylus and scribbled a brief note at the top of Kael’s scroll.
*“Focus on the strategic components. You will reach the third tier soon enough. Well done. —Elian Thorne.*
*P.S. My apologies for observing your standing without permission. I merely sought to conceal it and inadvertently glimpsed the results.”*
The arrogance of evaluating another’s performance and offering unsolicited counsel pricked at my conscience. I rambled, attempting to justify my transgression. I cannot articulate why I ever penned those words. At that moment, I must have been utterly unhinged. In hindsight, it was undeniably the first error in what would become a series of perilous entanglements. Every complex disaster begins with a poorly fastened first button.
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If I had not written that note, I would not have encountered Lord Theron, clutching another book, making his way down the central corridor, heading towards the private libraries.