A week after the cafeteria incident, a gnawing curiosity pulled at Lysander, sharp as a cello’s high string. He’d meticulously avoided Valerius, but his mind refused to surrender the image of Elara. Cassian’s whispered accounts of Valerius’s new liaison only fanned the morbid flame. He needed to see for himself. One late afternoon, the Conservatory’s grand halls lay half-deserted, awash in the dying light filtered through leaded glass. Lysander moved through the vaulted corridors, his own footsteps echoing too loudly on the polished marble. He found them near the Conservatory’s ancient, rarely used archive, tucked away behind a spiraling staircase. Valerius stood, a dark silhouette against a dust-moted window. Elara was a step behind him, her gaze fixed on the line of his spine, an almost terrifying intensity in her posture. She trailed him like a shadow given flesh, not quite a companion, more a supplicant. Her transformation was complete, a disturbing shift from the effervescent girl he knew. No longer was she the dazzling hummingbird flitting through social gatherings. Now, she moved with a quiet, predatory grace, her attention singularly dedicated. A cold dread settled in Lysander’s stomach. This felt like prying open a forbidden box, a small, ornate coffer that promised not just despair, but a cruel, insidious hope. He knew the danger. He knew the agony that lay beyond. Still, he could not look away. “I am truly out of my mind,” he murmured, the whisper lost to the vast space. His heart thrummed against his ribs. He edged closer, using a towering, unused sarcophagus-like music cabinet as cover. His breath caught. Elara’s eyes, usually bright with quick humor, now held a glazed, unblinking devotion as Valerius turned to speak to her. She absorbed his words, a silent, ravenous hunger in her expression. This obscure corner of Eldoria, usually neglected, now felt like a stage for a particularly pathetic play. Peeling gilt on forgotten music stands, the stale scent of aged parchment, a spiderweb clinging to a cracked plaster cherub – all cheap, worn things. Valerius stood in front, Elara behind. Lysander watched, hidden. It was an idiotic, pathetic exercise. Shame burned a hot path up his neck. He turned back, retreating soundlessly. Later, in his private studio, the gas lamp casting long, dancing shadows, Lysander sank into an overstuffed velvet armchair. He had not gone further. It was better this way. Better not to know the full extent of Elara’s devotion, or Valerius’s subtle manipulations. He had resisted. He had not truly opened the box. Yet, the image of Elara’s unwavering stare lingered. Her obsession with Valerius would only grow. Valerius, he thought, likely felt a detached amusement, perhaps even a flicker of disdain. He doubted Valerius could feel anything but a cold satisfaction from such blind adoration, especially from someone so easily swayed. A twisted relief uncoiled in Lysander’s chest. Valerius’s dark attention was not truly given to Elara. She was merely another instrument for his complex melodies. Perhaps his initial intervention with Professor Ignis, his warning to Elara, had only pushed her further into Valerius’s orbit, sealing her fate. And that, in some depraved corner of his heart, suited him. Lysander leaned his head back, eyes tracing the intricate plasterwork on the high ceiling. His life, by all accounts, was one of privilege. Born to a respected lineage, lauded for his delicate touch on the cello, afforded every luxury. Yet, he felt a constant, quiet deficiency, a fragile talent always on the verge of splintering. “Damn it all,” he breathed. He had once believed himself immune to such base desires, above the petty squabbles of the heart. Until Valerius. Valerius had shown him the brutal truth: that mastery over his instrument did not equate to mastery over his own emotions. He saw the same bitter truth dawning, perhaps, on Elara. The world was cruel, merciless. Lysander had learned to cultivate an impassive mask, to bury his desires beneath layers of meticulous discipline. Elara, however, seemed to wear her raw emotion like a bloodied gown. Her sudden, abnormal fervor for Valerius must have been unsettling for her, but she could not hide it. Lysander knew the feeling intimately, the way a craving could consume. But where he endured, she dissolved. Her overt adoration would only push Valerius away, or trap him in a cage of his own making. And that, in some perverse way, worked in Lysander’s favor. *Keep being so utterly transparent, Elara,* he thought, a bitter taste on his tongue. Or better yet, Valerius would grow tired of her, cast her aside, and leave Eldoria. Lysander did not wish for Valerius to turn to him. This kind of consuming, destructive longing terrified him. He simply yearned for a day when the agonizing ache in his chest would subside, when Valerius would fade from his memory, and he could find peace. But the world, as he knew, rarely granted such mercies. Days later, Elara made her grand, public move. During the Advanced Chamber Ensemble, she exchanged places, taking the vacant seat directly beside Valerius, much to the discomfort of the student she displaced. He was a lanky oboist, and Elara’s sudden proximity to Valerius made him shift nervously, his gaze flickering between Valerius and Lysander. Cassian, seated across the room from Lysander, merely raised an eyebrow. The oboist offered a strained, “Greetings, Cassian, Lysander.” Lysander offered a terse nod. Cassian grunted. The oboist’s awkward chuckle hung in the air, unnoticed. Lysander had no interest in feigning pleasantries. Elara settled beside Valerius, her posture rigid, her silence absolute. Lysander wished, with a desperate, crushing weight, that this fragile, awkward tension could somehow last forever. He wished it could simply freeze, becoming a forgotten, unsettling dream by the time they left Eldoria. Another change followed. Elara, once known for her frequent forays into the city’s more decadent salons and midnight revels, seemed to have forsaken them. Gossip, overheard from Cassian’s periphery, hinted she hadn’t entirely abstained, but the flamboyant tales of her conquests, the lingering scent of rich wine and forbidden flowers that once clung to her, were gone. Replaced by a strange, almost pristine air. Lysander found a small, grim satisfaction in this. At least he no longer had to endure the scent of her debauched escapades up close. Elias, a boorish percussionist who shared a History of Music class with them, cornered Elara by the practice room doors. “Elara, no more late-night carousing? Lost your touch, have we?” Elias mimed a suggestive sway, hand gesturing crudely near his hip. Elara’s face contorted, a flush rising on her pale cheeks. She shot a quick, furtive glance towards Valerius, who stood a few feet away, seemingly engrossed in a score. “Elias! I told you not to speak such vulgarities in public!” she hissed. “Why the sudden modesty, then?” Elias pressed, grinning. “Bring that up again, and I’ll see you expelled, Elias.” “Elara—” “I said, *silence*!” Elias backed off, shoulders slumping. Others who had gathered, hoping for a scandalous snippet, dispersed, clearly disappointed. Elara, with her intoxicating charm and sharp wit, had once been a thrilling source of amusement for their hormone-addled peers. Now, her abrupt piety felt like a curtain drawn. Cassian, lounging against a display case, merely sneered at the retreating Elias. “Filthy curs.” “Oh, Cassian’s at it again!” someone chuckled. “A true ascetic, that one. What a waste.” Thin laughter rippled through the hall. Most students had dabbled in romantic intrigues, but Cassian remained an enigma, his disinterest in such affairs legendary. While some teased him for it, no one truly disrespected him. He was Cassian, after all, heir to a formidable lineage, and his casual disdain was merely part of his charm. Lysander found his detachment somewhat enviable. “Stop glaring, you brute,” a passing student joked to Cassian. “You’ll curdle my blood.” Cassian merely scowled, and the laughter rose again. Lysander, amidst the idle chatter, found his gaze drifting. Not to the students, nor to Elara’s simmering anger, but inward. He thought of his own desires. He had never felt a flicker of attraction for a woman. His fascination, his desire, had always been directed towards men. He had never once fantasized about a woman’s form, only the intense, consuming heat he felt in the presence of certain male figures. He had once been dragged to a disreputable salon by a boisterous older cousin, but he couldn’t even stomach the clamor, preferring to wait outside. The thought of such places, of hired intimacy, filled him with revulsion. Because of this unspoken truth, his peers sometimes called him “Apostle of Abstinence Thorne,” a jibe he accepted with a faint smile. But his abstinence was not a choice. It was a prison of unexpressed, forbidden yearning. A quiet sigh escaped his lips, unnoticed by the others engrossed in Cassian’s biting remarks. He glanced at Elara. She sat rigidly, her eyes fixed on Valerius’s profile, unmoving. And as always, Lysander regretted looking. Why this insatiable curiosity? To distract himself, he turned to Cassian. “Do you intend to remain entirely unattached, then, until you inherit the family estate?” Lysander asked, the question feeling oddly hollow. Cassian, sprawled in his chair, suddenly fixed Lysander with a piercing stare. His gaze lingered on Lysander’s frame, a slow, appraising look that made Lysander instinctively cross his legs, a tremor running through him. “Why concern yourself, Thorne? Are you offering to be my consort?” Cassian’s low voice held a malicious edge. The surrounding students chuckled. Lysander felt a jolt of irritation, a familiar heat. He kicked Cassian’s shin under the table, a sharp, swift movement. This was his existence, a ceaseless, monotonous cycle. --- Alone in his studio, the silence was a heavy velvet blanket, inviting introspection. His thoughts drifted, as they often did in solitude, into strange, imagined scenarios. What if he had been drawn to Cassian instead of Valerius? It would have spared him the agony of Elara’s grotesque devotion, Valerius’s manipulations. Still, the ache would remain. Neither Valerius nor Cassian would ever truly love him. But at least his heart wouldn’t be so intimately entangled with the dark, unsettling force that was Valerius. The thought curdled into familiar feelings of inadequacy and simmering resentment. He just wished for the term to end, for the Conservatory gates to close behind him, and for Valerius to become nothing more than a faint, unwelcome echo in his past. --- He had developed a habit, almost unconscious, of resting his hands under his desk. It had begun in his early adolescence, and the catalyst was always the same: men. As his fingers traced the ornate buckle of his trousers, lost in thought, a faint click of metal against his nails filled the quiet room. *Should he? Shouldn’t he?* Just as he pressed his thumb against the buckle, a soft knock rattled the door. “Lysander? Are you practicing?” His mother’s voice, perfectly modulated, floated through the wood. “Ah, no! I mean, yes! I am!” He nearly leaped from his seat, heart hammering. The moment evaporated, leaving a cold, clammy feeling. Mortified, he buried his face in his hands. Not today, he thought. Never today. --- Elara’s possessiveness had become a sharpened blade. Whenever Valerius’s gaze, however fleeting, drifted towards Lysander, Elara would swiftly interject. Valerius, caught in her watchful net, would glance at Lysander, his lips parting as if to speak, only to close again, a faint discomfort shadowing his features. Then, he would lower his head, offering Elara a quiet, almost imperceptible reply. “Yes, of course…” Valerius, in a perverse game, seemed to subtly seek Lysander out, using the intimate address “Lys.” It was a rare endearment, usually reserved for his immediate family. He thought he was being discreet, but Elara’s discomfort was a palpable thing, a taut string in the air. “Valerius, do try not to disturb Lysander’s studies,” Elara interjected, her voice saccharine. “What?” Valerius responded, feigning innocence. “He is engrossed. Do you not understand?” “Oh… right. Yes, Elara.” He stammered, his eyes flickering away from her intense stare. Elara, her face a mask of false concern, slammed her fist softly against the desk leg beside her. Lysander pretended to not notice, his jaw tight. Annoyingly, Valerius, either truly oblivious or testing Elara’s limits, continued his provocations. He grew bolder, using the familiar name as if it were routine. “Uh, Lys… my apologies for interrupting your practice.” Lysander stiffened, a surge of disbelief mixed with alarm. Was Valerius insane? Elara sat inches away. Sure enough, Elara’s fist met the desk leg again, this time with a sharp, resonant thud. “Valerius!” The air turned icy. “I told you,” Elara’s anger was raw, unmistakable. “I told you not to call him ‘Lys,’ did I not?” “Well… it’s a familiar term.” “His name is Lysander Thorne. Use it. *Lysander Thorne*.” Her gaze, sharp and predatory, swiveled to Lysander. He recoiled instinctively, lowering his head, despising the unwanted attention, despising the feeling of being hunted. Just then, Cassian’s arm draped casually over Lysander’s shoulder. His low, distinctive voice murmured by Lysander’s ear, yet loud enough for Elara to hear. “Elara, if you persist in this manner, you will undoubtedly rue the consequences.” “What precisely are you implying?” Elara shot back, her voice laced with venom. “Simply that you will regret it.” Cassian smirked. Lysander felt a flicker of profound irritation, for one reason only. “Elara,

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