Chapter 6 of 14
A Serpent's Coil
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A singular, vexing curiosity seized Lysander. How did Lord Arion Valerius and Lady Seraphina Eridani traverse the Arcane Imperium’s labyrinthine corridors after their lectures in the Halls of Divination? A simple enough question, one born of the base jealousy he meticulously suppressed.
From his vantage point, Arion always strode ahead, a confident silhouette against the gilded archways. Seraphina, a wisp of a scholar, followed at a deferential distance. They never walked abreast. Yet, the image gnawed at Lysander: Seraphina, a grown woman of sharp intellect, trailing Arion like a forgotten shadow, compelled by some unseen tether.
Indulging this nascent inquiry, a cold dread began to coil in his gut. A whispered premonition, like toying with a forbidden text. It was a minuscule casket, he thought, one best left sealed. Its contents, not merely despair, but a more insidious, cruel hope that surpassed it.
Still, the lure was undeniable. A scholar’s weakness, perhaps. The irresistible pull of the unrevealed.
“My mind wanders to madness,” he murmured, the words tasting of ash.
Indeed, his thoughts had become untethered. Despite this knowing, he found himself following Seraphina and Arion after the day’s final pronouncements on ancient glyphs.
He did not venture far.
Moving with a hushed stealth, born of long hours in forgotten libraries, Lysander watched. Arion’s back, broad and imperious, led the way. Seraphina’s gaze, fixed upon it, held an unreadable depth. They passed through a lesser-used ward-passage, its protective runes flaking from neglect. Rusted iron gates, once grand, now sagged against crumbling stonework. Dusty air, thick with the scent of aged parchment and disuse, hung heavy. Two figures moving through such a dilapidated setting: Arion in the vanguard, Seraphina a silent echo. And Lysander, a silent, unseen specter at a remove.
Everything about the scene struck him as fundamentally pathetic. An idiotic pursuit. He turned, the very air of the shadowed corridor seeming to mock his indulgence.
Later, within the cloistered dimness of his private chamber, he sat at his scriptorium. The decision to retreat felt sound, a rare victory over his own base impulses. A strange satisfaction settled upon him. Curiosity had pricked, yes, but what horrors might he have unearthed had he continued? Far better this way. Better not to know. He was no fool, he mused, to pry open a forbidden box for mere emotional trifles.
Arion’s fixation on Seraphina deepened, a visible weight in the academy halls. Seraphina, for her part, seemed to fear him. Or perhaps, despised him outright.
No, her dislike was palpable. And righteous. How could she feel anything but aversion towards a man whose relentless pursuit had become a constant, unwelcome presence? A flicker of self-satisfaction warmed Lysander’s chest. He had not, after all, intervened early in Arion’s aggressive courtship. Perhaps this passive stance had been the sagest course.
Interlaced fingers cupped the back of his head. He gazed upward, at the intricate filigree of his chamber’s ceiling, a testament to his house’s ancient wealth. His life had been one of untold privilege. Born into the Thorne legacy, cherished as the sole heir, every desire had been met, every whim indulged.
“Damn it all,” he breathed, the words a bitter contradiction.
He had once believed nothing lay beyond his grasp. Until he had fallen, catastrophically, for Lord Arion Valerius. That arrogant noble had unveiled a cruel truth: life did not always bend to one’s will. Lysander was certain Arion, in his own way, was now learning that same bitter lesson.
Ah, the world possessed a merciless, chilling cruelty.
At least Lysander had mastered the art of control, of concealing the treacherous currents of his heart. Arion, conversely, was a tempest. So consumed by his own turbulent emotions, he remained utterly blind to the raw desperation etched upon his countenance when he regarded Seraphina. That sudden, abnormal intensity must have been profoundly unsettling for him.
Lysander understood. He knew precisely how such a surge of feeling could overwhelm, for he had endured it himself. But where Lysander had bent, Arion had broken. Instead of striving to win Seraphina’s genuine regard, Arion’s actions only earned him a deeper, more entrenched disdain. For Lysander, this suited the grim calculus of his desires perfectly.
“Continue in your ignorance, my Lord,” he murmured, a silent prayer.
Or better still, let Seraphina grow weary, let her depart from Aethel. He did not, for an instant, wish Arion to turn to him. If anything, this kind of volatile devotion terrified him.
Only one desire held true: for a day to dawn when he no longer loved Arion. And for Arion to find solace elsewhere. Such was the extent of his yearning. But, of course, the grand design of the world rarely bowed to such quiet petitions.
Adding another vexation, Arion shifted his primary study carrel. He chose a spot directly adjacent to Seraphina’s, brazenly placing himself near the Conclave Scholar’s rostrum. An atrocious position, given Arion’s imposing height. He completely obscured the illuminated projections of arcane theorems. Seraphina’s original study partner, a quiet acolyte, offered Lysander and Kaelen Varrick an awkward, flustered greeting, his expression caught between mortification and discomfort.
“Greetings, Lords.”
Kaelen and Lysander exchanged a terse glance. Lysander offered a curt dip of his head.
“Haha…”
The acolyte’s forced chuckle lingered, but neither Lysander nor Kaelen offered a response. The trivial affairs of the lesser houses held little appeal.
Arion took his new seat beside Seraphina without a single word. He remained in stoic silence, a vigilant sentinel. And Lysander hoped – no, he yearned with a desperate intensity – that they could persist in this awkward stasis for another year and a half. That someday, this fraught moment would fade into nothing more than a vague, forgotten dream.
Another change rippled through their coterie. Arion, who had once spent his weekends indulging in wild, hedonistic rites within the city’s lower districts, seemed to abandon that particular hobby. Or so it appeared. From fragments of gossip Kaelen Varrick’s group let slip, Arion had not entirely ceased his escapades. But at least the crude boasts of his conquests no longer polluted the study halls. The lingering scent of debauchery, an illusory miasma, no longer clung to him.
For Lysander, this small mercy was something. He no longer had to endure the phantom stench of Arion’s clandestine indulgences up close.
“Still abstaining, Arion? No more… like this?”
Theron Blackwood, son of a lesser house with a boorish manner, swayed his hips suggestively before Arion. His hands gestured crudely near his groin, a lewd pantomime. Arion’s face twisted in disgust at the vulgar display. He flicked a quick, guarded glance towards Seraphina, then erupted in an angry bellow.
“Blackwood! I commanded you to cease such vulgarities in public!”
“Why this sudden modesty, my Lord?” Theron sneered.
“If you resurrect that topic again, Theron, you will taste my retribution.”
“Oh, Arion—”
“I said, silence yourself!”
“…As you wish, my Lord.”
The others in the group visibly deflated. Arion, with his imposing stature and prematurely mature aura, had once been the perfect conduit for the raw curiosities of young nobles brimming with restless ardor.
These scions of lesser houses, Kaelen and Theron’s peers, were no novices. Most had stumbled through clumsy, early experiences. Compared to uninitiated scholars, they were more easily stirred. With Arion no longer regaling them with his illicit exploits, their attention drifted to Kaelen Varrick. But Kaelen only bared his teeth, an expression of pure disdain twisting his features.
“Filthy degenerates.”
“Ah, there he goes! Kaelen’s pious pronouncements again.”
“A fanatical puritan. Truly, such a waste.”
Laughter rippled through the room, loud and fleeting. Many of the young men in their informal study circle had ventured into forbidden territories at least once. But for some inexplicable reason, Kaelen Varrick remained untouched. They teased him, calling him a cloistered innocent, but no one dared disrespect him. He was Kaelen Varrick, after all. At the same time, Kaelen possessed a lighthearted, almost reckless indifference to most things. This made his blunt words and casual actions oddly palatable. People found it either charming or approachable, often remarking how his easy demeanor belied his stern features.
“Still glaring, Varrick? You’ll curdle my blood.”
“Yes, his face could shatter a Gorgon’s gaze.”
“Do you imbeciles possess a death wish?”
Kaelen scowled, and the group erupted in further laughter, though the jest held little wit. Some acolytes lingering at the back of the lecture hall, perhaps his associates—or something less—joined in with their forced mirth and aimless chatter, adding to the cacophony. Lysander sat amidst them, his gaze falling blankly upon the folds of his academic robes, lost in the intricate patterns of his own mind.
His memory served him well. He had never felt the stirring of passion for a woman. By his own definition, he was born to prefer men. He had felt arousal, yes, witnessing depictions of both men and women entwined in forbidden rites, yet never once had he conjured a woman’s form in his deepest fantasies. The former, he reasoned, was an abstract appreciation for intensity itself. The latter, a simple, profound absence of desire.
He had once been dragged by Arion to a subterranean pleasure-den, barely making it past the shadowed entrance. He possessed no falsified identification scrolls. Instead, he had waited outside, amidst the reek of ale and despair, until Arion emerged. Brothels? Repugnant. The mere thought turned his stomach. Why any soul would seek such places remained a profound mystery.
Because of this, the others in the group playfully referred to him as “Abstinent Thorne.” But his abstinence, he knew, was largely a forced reality, a consequence of his nature.
A small, private sigh escaped him.
The others, engrossed in Kaelen’s sharp retorts and their own jests, paid him no mind. Seizing the quiet moment, Lysander glanced towards Arion, who sat in silent vigilance. Arion’s gaze was, as always, fixed upon the back of Seraphina’s head as she studied a parchment across the room.
And, as always, Lysander regretted it. Why had he looked? Why this ceaseless, morbid curiosity? To re-anchor himself, he posed a deliberately pointless question to Kaelen Varrick.
“So, Kaelen, do you genuinely intend to remain celibate until the sacred bonds of matrimony claim you?”
Kaelen, lounging in his chair with an air of careless defiance, suddenly fixed his gaze directly upon Lysander’s robes, near his waist. That stare was so insistent, Lysander instinctively crossed his legs, a protective gesture. What in the blazes?
“You are not my wife, Lysander. Why does it matter? Are you offering yourself?”
“…”
Of course. This vexing man always twisted words with malicious humor. The others laughed. Lysander delivered a sharp kick to Kaelen’s shin beneath the table.
Such were his days. A ceaseless, repetitive cycle.
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Within the solitude of his chamber, Lysander often found himself adrift in thought. He would contemplate all manner of hypothetical scenarios. Inevitably, these musings sometimes veered into strange, forbidden fantasies.
Today, he wondered what might have transpired had his affections gravitated towards Kaelen Varrick instead of Arion Valerius. It seemed, in the cruel arithmetic of the heart, a marginally less torturous fate. Had he loved Kaelen, he would have been spared the lacerating pain wrought by Arion’s tumultuous entanglements with other women.
Still, his heart would ache.
Neither Arion Valerius nor Kaelen Varrick would ever return his devotion, after all. But at least his anguish would not be tethered to Seraphina Eridani.
That particular chain of thought invariably spiraled into sensations of inferiority and bitter resentment. In the end, he wished only to graduate swiftly, to become a stranger to Lord Arion Valerius.
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At some indeterminate point, Lysander developed an unconscious habit: placing his hands beneath his study carrel whenever he settled. This compulsion truly began in his second year of apprenticeship, and its genesis was ever the same—men.
As his fingers idly traced the polished brass buckle of his academic tunic, he found himself lost in reflection. Should he? Or should he not? The faint click of metal against his nails filled the quiet room. Just as his thumb pressed with intent against the release mechanism of the buckle, a soft rapping sounded at his chamber door.
“Lysander! Are you deep in study?”
“…Ah, no! I mean, yes! I am!”
The sudden intrusion nearly jolted his heart from his chest. Today, clearly, was not the day for such indulgences. Mortified, he buried his face in his arms. Damn it all.
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Lately, Lord Arion Valerius had become an increasing vexation.
Sometimes, when Seraphina Eridani’s gaze drifted towards Lysander, Arion would deliberately initiate a conversation with her. Seraphina, caught between, would flicker her eyes towards Lysander, her lips parting as if to speak, only to press them together again. Then, as if keenly aware of Arion’s imposing presence, she would lower her head, offering a response in the faintest of whispers.
“Y-yes…”
Just like that. A delicate thread severed.
Seraphina had begun to subtly seek Lysander out, and, more notably, started addressing him as “Lys.” Beyond the revered Conclave Elders, almost no one used such an intimate diminutive. The shift was profound. She believed herself subtle, cautious. But she was not. The worst of it was Arion’s blatant inability to conceal his discomfort whenever Seraphina dared such familiarity.
“Lady Seraphina, cease your distraction of Lord Lysander while he studies.”
“What?”
“Cease. Do you comprehend?”
“Oh… uh, y-yes…”
When Seraphina stammered, avoiding his intense stare, Arion childishly slammed his fist against the leg of the polished academic lectern beside him. Lysander pretended not to notice, his gaze fixed on an ancient theorem.
Annoyingly, oblivious Seraphina seemed to believe her use of “Lys” had become permissible. She grew bolder, employing the diminutive with casual ease, as if it were now utterly normal.
“Uh, Lys… my apologies for disturbing your study.”
Lysander stiffened, staring at her in disbelief. Was she utterly mad? Arion sat directly beside them, a coiled serpent.
Sure enough, Arion’s fist pounded against the lectern again, a percussive statement of his rage. Damn it.
“Hark, Lady Seraphina!”
“…Huh?”
The air thickened instantly, turning sour.
“I told you.”
Arion’s fury was unbridled, an unchecked arcane burst.
“I commanded you not to address him as ‘Lys,’ did I not?”
“…W-well…”
“His name is Lysander Thorne. Address him as such—Lord Lysander Thorne.”
His gaze sharpened, turning almost predatory, fixing upon Lysander. Lysander detested that look. He instinctively lowered his head, seeking refuge in the carved wood of his carrel. At that precise moment, Kaelen Varrick, seated beside Lysander, casually draped an arm across his shoulders. Kaelen’s low, distinctive voice murmured close to Lysander’s ear.
“Arion Valerius, persist in this course, and you will assuredly unravel yourself.”
“What imbecilic pronouncements are you uttering, Kaelen?”
“I speak of regret, my Lord.”
Kaelen smirked, and Lysander felt a sudden flicker of irritation. For one reason only. Arion Valerius would never regret. He would only rage. Kaelen, however…