Chapter 5 of 10

The Midpoint Shift

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His fingers brushed against the hem of Tash’s undershirt, ready to pull it up. Davran's gaze tracked the tear in the fabric; there was no faking an injury severe enough to explain away the tightly bound linen wrapped flat across Tash's ribs. The disguise engineered by her past self lay seconds from exposure, threatening the entire assignment. He couldn’t let that happen. Not yet. Not when Lord Davran’s life hung in the balance. An instinctive reflex surged unbidden to the surface. *The contingency.* A small, weightless pouch sewn into the inner seam of his training trousers. He’d found it weeks ago, a strange, leathery satchel filled with coarse, grey dust. His past self had labelled it ‘Emergency Dispersal – Use with Caution.’ Davran’s hand moved further, his thumb brushing the skin of Tash’s flank, making the younger fighter flinch. This was it. Now or never. With a grunt of feigned pain, Tash bucked, twisting his body away from Davran’s reach. His hand darted down, unseen, into the pouch. His fingers closed around a small, compacted sphere. He flung it to the ground between them with all his might. It detonated with a muted *hiss*, unleashing a thick, acrid cloud of grey smoke that instantly choked the air. The dojo, usually bright with desert light, plunged into an oppressive, swirling murk. The scent of burnt salt and some metallic tang stung Tash’s nostrils, making his eyes water, but he knew the effect was far worse for Davran, who was unprepared. “Tash! What in the sun’s name—?” Davran’s voice was a ragged cough from within the cloud, laced with confusion and alarm. Tash heard him stumble, disoriented. This was his chance. He scrambled to his feet, ignoring the painful throb where the binder had snapped. He could barely see his own hands, but he knew the layout of the dojo intimately. His feet found purchase, propelled by a primal urge to flee. He burst through the heavy doors, startling Keeper Mazi, who stood patiently outside, a knowing smile on his face. The elder raised an eyebrow at the sight of the billowing soot pouring from the dojo. Tash didn’t stop, didn’t explain. He tore through the quiet hallways of the Vamor Estate, the bitter scent of the smoke still clinging to him, until he reached the sanctuary of his small, spartan quarters. Slamming the door shut, he leaned against it, gasping for breath, heart thrumming a frantic rhythm against his ribs. He fumbled with the loose tunic, pulling it over his head. The wrap, frayed and torn, was useless. He wound fresh linen across his chest, grimacing against the constriction while securing the flat line of his torso. Davran. The guilt in Davran's voice, the kinetic glow ready to mend bone—Tash shoved the memory aside, defaulting to the icy discipline etched into his training. His gaze fell upon a loose floorboard near his bed. He’d felt it give a few days ago, a subtle give that only a martial artist of his calibre would notice. Curiosity had led him to pry it open, revealing a hidden compartment. Inside lay a small, leather-bound volume, its hide cover branded with an intertwined serpent and sun. He had dismissed it as a forgotten trinket, but now, a chilling intuition prickled. It belonged to the past life. He sat on the edge of his cot, the book heavy in his grip. The parchment leaves appeared blank, but as his palm skimmed the leather, heat radiated from the brand. He pressed his thumb against it, and a shimmering, ethereal script began to bloom across the first page, glowing with a soft, internal light. *“To my future self, Tashiri: If you are reading this, your memories have been successfully purged. The operation is underway.”* Tash gripped the cover, knuckles blanching. *Tashiri?* He devoured the flowing script, each word a chilling revelation. It detailed the Skarn Brotherhood’s deep infiltration, their leader’s identity obscured, and Davran’s impending assassination. Her former identity—a spymaster of the highest order—had engineered an audacious trap. A decoy. A sacrifice. *“I will create a perfect, irresistible target, a distraction so compelling that the Skarn Leader will focus all their attention on ‘him’. You, my future self, will embody this decoy. You will draw their blades, their poison, their ire. Your death will be the ultimate diversion, allowing Lord Davran to escape the true threat, unseen and unharmed.”* The words blurred before Tash’s eyes. His death. A decoy. He was meant to die. His current, cheerful, airheaded self, who just wanted to protect Lord Davran, was a meticulously crafted, disposable tool. A soft cough brought Tash back to the present. He looked up, startled, to see Keeper Mazi standing in his doorway, a steaming cup of herbal tea in his hands, his expression unusually grave. “Ah, Tash,” Mazi said, glancing toward the glowing leaves. “Reading fascinating things, I see.” He entered, latching the door softly. “That record… it was yours, long ago. Before you took the name Tash.” Tash stared, speechless. Mazi knew? He was a part of this? “You were my most promising agent, Tashiri,” Mazi murmured. “Brilliant, ruthless, utterly devoted to the realm. But this self-sacrifice… it was never what I wanted for you.” He gestured to the open pages. “You need not execute those orders. Select a different path. Claim your own life, Tashiri.” Tash gripped the leather, thoughts tumbling. Mazi had managed her. He knew every design, and now he urged her to abandon her past self's greatest objective. Later, the estate corridors grew hushed beneath the cedar incense of evening devotionals. Tash, hollowed out by Mazi’s counsel and the writing's cold mandate, slipped toward the training sands to work through the turmoil. Davran stepped from an alcove, cutting off the passage. His expression showed an uncharacteristic, raw vulnerability that unsettled Tash. The wild tangle of his dark hair, usually impeccably styled, was dishevelled, as if he’d been running his hands through it constantly. “Tash,” Davran’s voice was a low growl, strained with emotion. “We need to talk. What was that… in the dojo? Why did you run?” He took a step closer, his hands held open, a gesture of surrender. “I don’t care what happened between us in there. Or what I felt. It doesn’t matter if… if you are a man. I don’t care.” The lord was laying bare his confusion, setting aside every rule of station and propriety. The raw honesty in his voice was a physical blow. A part of Tash, the part that was simply this lighthearted disguise, yearned to reach out and ease the tension in his shoulders. Yet the inscribed text burned behind her eyelids: *“Your death will be the ultimate diversion.”* Alongside Mazi's plea to seek peace. She couldn’t. She couldn’t let Davran fall for a ghost, for a decoy destined for oblivion. His feelings, his happiness, her own yearning… it was all a terrible, dangerous distraction. She hardened her gaze, forced her lips into a thin, unfeeling line. “Lord Davran,” she said, her voice devoid of its usual cheer, colder than the desert night. “You are mistaken. There is nothing between us. What you think you feel… it is an aberration. A momentary confusion. You are my Lord, nothing more. And I am your bodyguard, nothing less.” Davran flinched as if struck. His eyes, already wounded, now held a flicker of disbelief, then a terrible, crushing pain. “Tash… don’t. Don’t lie to me. Not after everything. What you said in the garden, your concern, the way you looked at me…” He took another step, closing the distance, his hand reaching for Tash’s cheek, his gaze locked on her lips. “I saw it. I felt it. Tell me it means something, Tash. Tell me I’m not insane for—” “Stop!” Tash barked, batting his hand away with a violent, almost savage rejection. The sting of it resonated through her own palm. “There is nothing to tell! You are hallucinating things, Lord Davran. Perhaps you took too many blows to the head today.” She injected a cruel, mocking edge into her voice, twisting the knife further. “You are a nobleman of Vamori, you have a duty to your lineage. Your thoughts are… unseemly. Beneath you.” Davran froze, his hand suspended in mid-air, his face going slack with shock and an agony that made Tash’s own heart ache. The vulnerability vanished, replaced by a furious, wounded pride. His jaw tightened, eyes darkening to the colour of an oncoming sandstorm. “Unseemly?” he repeated, his voice a low, dangerous growl. “Beneath me? Is that truly what you think, Tash?” His gaze raked over her, cold and accusing. “Fine. If that is what you believe, then so be it.” He dropped his hand, turning away abruptly, his broad shoulders stiff with resentment. “Enjoy your delusion, bodyguard.” He stormed past Tash, his stride heavy and full of raw, unspent fury, disappearing around the corner towards the grand hall. Tash stood there, her own body trembling, the ghost of his touch still lingering on her cheek, the echo of her harsh words a bitter taste in her mouth. It had worked. He was hurt, infuriated, pushed away. The objective remained intact. But it felt like tearing a piece of her own soul out. The price was higher than she had ever imagined. Minutes later, a bell chimed through the estate, signalling the arrival of honoured guests. Tash took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to compose herself, to don the mask of cheerful idiocy once more. She followed the path Davran had taken, needing to resume her duties. She entered the grand hall, its vast space already beginning to fill with the soft murmur of arriving nobility. Davran stood by the arched entrance, his face rigidly composed, a mask of aristocratic indifference. His eyes, however, still held a simmering fire of hurt and anger. As Tash took her place, he refused to meet her gaze. Just then, the grand doors swung open with a flourish, and a booming voice announced, “Presenting His Eminence, Duke Kalaris of the Obsidian Peaks!” A tall, imposing man stepped into the hall, his presence commanding immediate attention. He was impeccably dressed in dark, richly embroidered silks, his gaze sweeping over the assembled nobles with an unnerving intensity. A faint, almost imperceptible scar snaked from beneath his left eye, disappearing into his neatly trimmed beard. The hair on Tash’s arms stood on end. The serpent-sun emblem from the hidden notebook—the sigil of the Skarn Brotherhood—gleamed upon the silver clasp of the guest's tunic. This was him. The leader. The target. And he was here.

End of Chapter 5