Chapter 2 of 20
Chapter 2: The Price of Hidden Marks
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Bitter scent of aged turpentine and linseed oil always acted as my sanctuary. Usually, the quiet laboratory in the basement of the Seoul Museum of Art felt like a tomb where I could bury my anxieties, a place where the loud, demanding world could never reach me. Tonight, the sterile air felt suffocating, heavy with a tension that made my fingers tremble against the wooden handle of my finest scalpel.
Carefully, I scraped a microscopic flake of yellowed varnish from the corner of a nineteenth-century oil painting. This canvas depicted a turbulent sea, dark waves crashing violently against jagged black rocks under a bruised, storm-swept sky. It mirrored the chaotic storm brewing inside my own chest, a tempest that had begun the moment I woke up with his name burned into my skin.
Underneath my heavy cotton shirt, my left wrist throbbed with a relentless, rhythmic heat. It felt like a brand, a permanent mark of fated ownership that I had never asked for and certainly didn't deserve. I could still feel the phantom sensation of the elegant, ink-like script pressing against my flesh, spelling out the name of a man who belonged to the entire world.
*Kim Namjoon.*
Just thinking his name made my heart hammer against my ribs like a trapped bird. He was the brilliant, imposing leader of BTS, a global icon who commanded stadiums, spoke before world leaders, and possessed an intellect as sharp as any diamond. I was an insecure art restorer who spent her days hiding in the dark, breathing in chemical fumes and fixing things that other people had broken because I couldn't fix myself.
My mind drifted back to the live broadcast I had watched in the breakroom only hours ago. He had stood before a sea of flashing cameras, his expression fiercely determined, his broad shoulders squared and his jaw clenched as he revealed his own matching soulmate mark to the world. He had vowed to find me, using every resource at his disposal to hunt down his runaway match.
"I will find you," his deep, resonant voice had echoed through the tinny speakers, sending shivers of pure terror and intoxicating warmth straight down my spine. "No matter where you hide, you are mine."
Fear, cold and sharp, gripped my throat. If the media discovered who I was, my quiet life would be obliterated in an instant. I would be subjected to the merciless scrutiny of millions of fans, judged and found wanting, a fragile, plain girl who had no business standing beside a king.
My mother's voice, cold and dismissive from my childhood, echoed in my head. *You are a shadow, Y/N. Don't ever try to stand in the light, or people will see how hollow you really are.* That emotional neglect had left a permanent scar, a conviction that I was entirely unworthy of love, let alone the love of a global superstar.
A sudden, jarring noise shattered my spiraling thoughts.
Heavy footsteps echoed down the concrete hallway outside my door, moving at a frantic, uncharacteristic speed. My boss, Director Kang, was usually a slow, methodical man who moved with the deliberate grace of a tortoise. Today, he was practically sprinting.
Startled by the abrupt sound, my hand jerked violently.
My elbow collided with the open beaker of dimethylformamide sitting on the edge of my workstation. It was a highly corrosive, industrial-strength solvent we used only for the most stubborn, centuries-old layers of grime.
Clear, volatile liquid splashed across the glass tabletop. It sizzled instantly against the protective paper lining, sending up a sharp, toxic cloud of fumes that burned my nostrils.
Panic seized me as I saw the puddle spreading rapidly toward the bottom edge of the priceless nineteenth-century sea landscape.
"No, no, no," I muttered, scrambling to grab a neutralizing rag.
"Y/N!" Director Kang yelled, bursting through the double doors of the conservation lab with the force of a hurricane.
His sudden entrance made me jump, and the wet, solvent-soaked rag slipped from my fingers. It swiped directly across my left wrist, the harsh chemical instantly soaking through the protective canvas bandage I had wrapped so carefully that morning.
Liquid fire erupted across my skin.
Corrosive solvent bit into the raw, newly formed soulmate mark, sending a wave of blinding, white-hot agony straight up my arm. I gasped, my knees buckling as the sheer intensity of the burn made my vision go completely black for a terrifying second.
"Y/N, thank goodness you're here!" Kang panted, his face flushed and glistening with sweat as he marched toward my station.
Desperate to hide the bandage and the chemical spill, I spun around. I slammed my back against the tall, heavy metal filing cabinet behind my desk, pinning my left arm behind my body.
Hard, rusted steel of the cabinet's edge dug directly into the fresh, chemical-burned flesh of my wrist.
Unspeakable agony ripped through my nervous system. It felt as if a branding iron was being pressed repeatedly into my skin, melting the flesh and fusing it with the canvas fabric of my sleeve.
"Director Kang," I choked out, forcing my jaw to unclench as I stared at him. My voice sounded thin, reedy, like a violin string stretched to its absolute limit.
I squeezed my right hand into a fist, pressing it flat against the cabinet to keep myself upright. Sweat poured down my neck, soaking the collar of my shirt as I struggled to keep my face completely blank.
"You look terrible," Kang observed, stopping a few feet away and squinting at me through his thick spectacles. "Are you sick? Your face is completely white."
"Just... the fumes," I lied, my heart pounding so loudly I was certain he could hear it. "I was working with a very strong batch of solvent. It takes the breath right out of you."
"Yes, well, open a window or turn on the fan," he said dismissively, waving a hand in front of his face. "We don't have time for you to be ill. Something extraordinary is happening."
"An extraordinary thing?" I asked, my voice trembling as the sharp edge of the cabinet dug deeper into my burning wrist.
Every nerve ending in my arm was screaming, begging me to pull away, to run to the sink and douse the wound in cold water. But I couldn't move. If I shifted even an inch, the wet, bloody canvas wrapped around my wrist would be fully visible.
"A massive, anonymous benefactor has just made a play for our entire collection," Kang explained, his eyes wide with a mixture of greed and awe. "They are offering a sum of money that would secure this museum's future for the next fifty years. But there's a catch."
"'A catch?' I echoed," the word tasting like ash in my mouth.
"They want an immediate, private audit of our entire inventory," Kang said, pacing back and forth in front of my desk. "And they want our best restorer to lead the walkthrough. That means you, Y/N."
"Me?" Panic, cold and heavy, settled in my stomach, overriding even the physical agony of my burning flesh. "But I... I am in the middle of restoring the sea landscape. It's too fragile to leave."
"'Landscape can wait!'" Kang snapped, his tone sharp. "Do you understand the scale of this? This isn't just a donation. This is a complete takeover. They want to buy out the entire modern and classical wings."
I swallowed hard, the taste of copper on my tongue from where I had bitten the inside of my cheek to keep from screaming. The burning on my wrist was turning into a deep, agonizing throb, the blood starting to seep through the layers of bandage.
Warm, sticky moisture began spreading against the cold metal of the cabinet.
"'I don't think I am the right person for this, Director,'" I whispered, fighting to keep my breathing even. "I am not good with... high-profile clients. My place is here, in the dark, with the art."
"Nonsense," Kang said, stepping closer. "You are our most talented restorer. Your attention to detail is unmatched. If they want the best, we give them the best."
He paused, his eyes drifting down to my awkward, pinned posture. "Why are you standing like that? Are you hiding something behind your back?"
My heart stopped.
"Nothing," I said quickly, perhaps too quickly. "My back is just... a bit stiff from leaning over the easel all morning. I was just stretching."
"Well, stretch on your own time," Kang grunted, turning his attention back to his tablet. "This client is incredibly demanding. They have already sent a team of lawyers to draft the preliminary paperwork."
I stared at him, my mind spinning as I tried to calculate how much longer I could endure this physical torture. The pain was starting to make me dizzy, the edges of my vision flickering with dark spots.
"Who is the client, Director?" I asked, trying to keep him talking so he wouldn't look too closely at the floor, where a small drop of my blood had just dripped onto the linoleum.
"They are operating through a shell company," Kang muttered, his brow furrowing as he scrolled through his emails. "But the legal representation is top-tier. They represent some of the biggest entertainment conglomerates in the country."
A cold chill ran down my spine, freezing the sweat on my skin.
*Entertainment conglomerates.*
My mind immediately jumped to the worst-case scenario. HYBE. Namjoon's agency. They had the resources, the power, and the absolute authority to buy a museum just to find one person.
No, I told myself, trying to shake off the paranoia. That was insane. Namjoon was a superstar, but he couldn't just buy a major Seoul museum on a whim. It had to be a coincidence.
"I need a few minutes to clean up my station and present myself properly," I said, my voice tight. "I cannot meet a client looking like this."
"Fine, but hurry," Kang said, turning toward the door. "They are on their way as we speak. Don't embarrass me, Y/N."
Once the heavy double doors clicked shut behind him, my strength evaporated.
I collapsed forward, a ragged, breathless sob escaping my throat as I tore my left arm away from the metal cabinet. The movement ripped the dried blood and blistered skin away from the metal, sending a fresh jolt of agonizing pain through my entire body.
Stumbling to the industrial sink, I turned the faucet on with my elbow, letting the freezing water pour over my ruined wrist.
With trembling, blood-stained fingers, I tore away the wet, ruined canvas bandages. The sight made my stomach turn.
Raw, angry flesh met my eyes. Namjoon's name was still there, elegant and dark, but the skin around it was a horrific mess of chemical burns and deep, jagged cuts from the sharp metal cabinet. It was bleeding profusely, the red blood mixing with the black ink of the mark.
"Why me?" I whispered, tears of pain and frustration finally spilling over my eyelashes. "Why did it have to be him?"
I was just a broken girl who hid from the world. I didn't want his fame, his fans, or his spotlight. I just wanted to be invisible.
But as I stared at the mark, a strange, deep warmth began to spread from the center of the pain. It was a physical sensation, a comforting hum that seemed to soothe the raw, blistered skin.
It was his soulmate bond, reaching out to me through the distance, trying to heal the damage I had done to myself.
Fearing the connection, I quickly grabbed a fresh roll of sterile gauze and wrapped it tightly around my wrist, pulling it secure until the pain became a manageable, dull ache. I pulled my sleeve down, buttoning it tightly, and wiped down the bloody cabinet and the spilled chemical on the desk.
I had to be strong. I had to play the part of the professional, invisible art restorer for just a little longer.
Suddenly, a sharp, urgent chime cut through the silence of the lab.
Director Kang burst back through the doors, his face completely pale, his eyes wide with an expression of sheer, unadulterated terror. He was holding his vibrating phone in a hand that shook so violently he could barely keep his grip on the device.
"Y-Y/N..." he stammered, his voice cracking as he stared at the screen.
"What is it, Director?" I asked, a cold, leaden dread pooling in the pit of my stomach as I took a step back.
Director Kang's phone rings with an urgent alert, his eyes widening as he reads the email aloud: "HYBE Entertainment has just purchased the museum's entire exhibition wing, and Kim Namjoon is arriving in thirty minutes to inspect it personally."