Chapter 18 of 44
Chapter 18: The Father's Denial
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Slamming the front door shut, the sound echoed Daisy's internal turmoil. Her head throbbed. The locket felt heavy against her palm, its cold metal a stark contrast to the burning confusion in her chest. She needed answers. She needed her father.
Footsteps thudded from the living room. Not the calm, measured steps of her dad, but heavy, agitated stomps. A knot tightened in her stomach. Dread coiled.
Stepping into the living room, Daisy froze. The coffee table, usually neat, was a battlefield. A scattered arsenal of her life lay exposed. There were her sketch pads, pages spilling with dark, intricate designs. Her journal, its worn cover whispering secrets.
Joints, some half-smoked, lay next to a discarded lighter. Razors, glinting innocently under the lamp light, sat beside a handful of condoms. A nearly empty bottle of vodka, a few beer cans. Her father stood over it all, his back to her, rigid with fury.
His shoulders tensed, then dropped. He spun around, his face a mask of scarlet fury. Veins pulsed at his temples. His jaw was clenched so tight, Daisy heard a faint click. His eyes, usually warm, were ice chips.
"What is this, Daisy?" His voice was a low growl, vibrating with controlled rage. He gestured wildly at the table, his hand trembling slightly. "What. Is. All. Of. This?"
Daisy flinched. Her heart hammered against her ribs. She tried to speak, but her throat closed up. No excuses. No lies.
"Don't you dare stand there like you don't know!" he roared, his voice cracking. He snatched a joint from the table, crushing it between his fingers until the paper tore, dried herb spilling onto the polished wood. "This? This is what you're doing with your life?"
His gaze swept over her, dissecting her casual clothes, her messy bun, the faint shadows under her eyes. He saw through her. He saw everything.
"Come back to reality, Daisy!" he shouted, his voice echoing off the walls. "Stop fuckin' around! Your mother… your *mother* would be ashamed!"
That last word hit Daisy like a physical blow. Her mother. The woman she barely knew, the ghost that haunted her every move. Her father weaponizing her memory.
She recoiled. "Don't you dare talk about Mom! You don't know anything!" Her own voice, raw and shaky, surprised her.
He took a step closer, his eyes blazing. "I know everything! I know you're throwing your life away! I know you're cutting yourself!"
His hand shot out, grabbing her arm. His fingers dug into her hoodie sleeve, yanking it up with brutal force. The fabric bunched around her elbow, exposing the pale, thin lines crisscrossing her wrist. Fresh ones, angry red, stood out against older, faded scars.
His breath hitched. The fury drained from his face, replaced by a devastating mix of pain and horror. His grip loosened, then tightened again, but this time with a desperate plea.
"Daisy…" His voice was a whisper now, thick with unshed tears. "Why?"
She yanked her arm back, shame burning her cheeks. Her eyes stung. She hated this. Hated him seeing her like this. Hated the vulnerability.
"It's none of your business!" she spat, the words a desperate shield. "You don't care! You never cared!"
His head snapped up, his jaw tightening again. The pain hardened into something else. Resignation. Anger.
"You're grounded," he stated, his voice flat and final. "Everything. Gone." He swept a hand over the table. "No phone, no friends, no going out. You want to live in this mess? Fine. But you'll do it right here, under my roof, sober. Understand?"
Daisy stared at the pile of her life, exposed, judged. A deep, cold anger began to simmer within her. This wasn't just about her recent escapades. This was about him. His control. His denial.
She reached into her pocket, pulling out the silver locket. Its cool weight was a strange comfort. She held it out to him, her hand trembling slightly.
"Then what about this?" she demanded, her voice low and dangerous. "Tell me about *this*, Dad. Tell me about *her*."
His eyes fixed on the locket. His entire body stiffened, a tremor running through him. The blood drained from his face, leaving it ashen. His gaze flickered from the locket to Daisy, then darted away, unable to meet her eyes.
"What is that?" His voice was strained, too high, too quick. A clear, desperate attempt at feigned ignorance.
Daisy felt a sharp pang of betrayal. He was lying. She knew it in her gut. Every muscle in his face, every subtle shift in his posture, screamed deceit.
"Don't play dumb," she pressed, stepping closer. Her voice was barely a whisper, but it cut through the tense silence. "This is Mom, isn't it? The other woman. The one in the photos. Who is she? What did you do?"
He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing. His hands clenched into fists at his sides. He took a deep, shuddering breath, then finally looked at her, his eyes wide and panicked.
"I don't know what you're talking about, Daisy," he said, his voice louder now, more forceful, but still betraying the tremor beneath. "I've never seen that locket before. That's not your mother. You're confused."
Confused? Her blood ran cold. He was dismissing her. Gaslighting her. He was deliberately concealing information, not just about the locket, but about her mother, about her past. The realization hit her with the force of a physical blow.
Her trust, already fragile, shattered into a thousand pieces. This wasn't just anger. This was a wall. A secret. His lies were a betrayal far deeper than any argument they'd ever had.
"You're lying!" she cried, her voice rising. "Why are you lying to me? This is *my* mother! I know it! Tell me!"
He shook his head, a wild, desperate look in his eyes. He backed away, his gaze frantic, avoiding the locket, avoiding her. "I'm not lying! I don't know anything about it! Just stop, Daisy! Drop it!"
His voice was a desperate plea now, edged with something that sounded like fear. Not fear of her, but fear of what she might uncover. He was protecting something, or someone. And that someone was not Daisy.
She watched him, her heart aching with a pain she hadn't known possible. Her father, her rock, her only remaining parent, was a stranger. A liar. He was hiding something monumental, something that connected directly to the deepest wound of her life.
He turned abruptly, his movements jerky, agitated. He walked towards the hallway, his steps heavy. He didn't look back.
"Dad!" she called, but he didn't stop. He just kept walking, a man retreating from a truth too dangerous to face.
As he stormed away, he muttered under his breath, "Some things are best left forgotten, for everyone's safety."