A peculiar curiosity had begun to needle Elias Thorne, burrowing beneath the cultivated calm of his academic pursuits. He found his thoughts drifting, unbidden, to the lingering way Alistair Vance now moved through the Academy grounds after dismissal. Had Vance truly begun to follow Leo Sterling? Not side-by-side, no. From the fleeting glimpses Elias caught, Vance trailed, a shadow drawn in the junior’s wake. The image was disquieting. Sterling, a boy scarcely out of the junior forms, a wisp of a scholar, pursued by Vance like a hunter starved for a chase, or a devotee consumed by his faith. An insidious feeling coiled in Elias’s gut, a premonition of some forbidden truth. It was a lockbox, he knew, clasped shut with threads of fear and a dangerous, glittering hope. The kind that promised only ruin, yet drew the gaze relentlessly. This was madness. Elias chided himself, his internal monologue a sharp, dispassionate rebuke. Yet, knowing the folly, he found his own feet carrying him, one afternoon, down the less-trodden paths of the Academy’s periphery. Cobblestones scuffed, slick with ancient grime, led towards the service entrances and disused workshops. Here, the grand architecture surrendered to necessity: faded frescoes on outer walls peeled like old skin, wrought-iron gates groaned with rust, and the air hummed with the distant, earthy scent of industry, far from the polished marble and hushed libraries. Down this grimy avenue, he saw them. Sterling, a slender figure, walking with the tentative posture of youth, and behind him, Alistair Vance. Vance’s eyes, even from a distance, seemed to burn with an intensity that twisted Elias’s stomach into a knot. Sterling was oblivious, or perhaps, simply trying to appear so. A bitter taste bloomed on Elias’s tongue. The sight was pathetic, a tableau of unrequited, obsessive pursuit. He turned, the silence of his retreat louder than any shout. The crumbling grandeur of the Academy’s neglected corners seemed to mock his own futile observations. --- Later, in the cloistered quiet of his rooms, the gas lamp casting long, wavering shadows, Elias felt a cold satisfaction. He had resisted the urge to follow further. Better not to know the full extent of Vance’s fixation. Better to leave that Pandora’s Box sealed, its cruel contents imagined rather than witnessed. Vance’s obsession with Sterling had intensified, the gossip mill reported. Sterling, in turn, seemed to shrink under the weight of it, his discomfort a palpable thing, even in the bustling common rooms. He clearly recoiled from Vance, perhaps even feared him. A flicker of dark satisfaction stirred in Elias’s breast. Vance’s blunt, almost brutish pursuit, his utter lack of subtlety, was actively alienating Sterling. At least Elias hadn’t tried to stop Vance’s initial, aggressive overtures. Perhaps this outcome, for all its ugliness, was for the best. He laced his fingers behind his head, eyes fixed on the intricately carved ceiling of his chamber. The delicate plasterwork, the rich, brocaded drapes, the meticulously bound volumes lining the walls – they were all testaments to a life of privilege. Born into wealth, an only son, Elias had never known true denial. Until Alistair Vance. “Damn it all,” he murmured, the words swallowed by the opulent silence. Vance, the rogue with the sharp mind and sharper tongue, had introduced Elias to the bitter truth that even fortune’s favored son could not command everything. And, Elias suspected, Vance was learning that same harsh lesson from Sterling. The world, he thought, could be mercilessly cruel. Elias had mastered the art of concealment, of burying his feelings beneath layers of academic rigor and detached observation. Vance, however, was a raw nerve, his emotions laid bare for all to see. The intensity of his gaze upon Sterling, the almost palpable hunger, must be unsettling for the junior. Elias knew the feeling, intimately. But where he had endured, Vance could not. Instead of cultivating genuine affection, Vance pursued with a fervor that only bred aversion. For Elias, this suited him perfectly. He wanted Vance to remain oblivious to his own quiet devotion. “Please, just keep being clueless,” he whispered into the velvet-thick air. Or, better yet, let Sterling grow weary of the attention and escape Vance’s orbit entirely. Elias harbored no illusions, no desperate hope that Vance’s attention might turn to him. That kind of reciprocal obsession, he knew, would be a terrifying thing. He simply wished for a day when the ache in his chest would subside, when Alistair Vance would cease to haunt his waking thoughts, and find a love somewhere, anywhere, that did not involve Elias. But the world, he knew, rarely granted such simple mercies. --- Another shift came, subtle but significant. Vance, who once indulged in riotous weekend escapades in the city’s darker corners, had curtailed his more public displays. Or so it seemed. Lysander Croft, ever the purveyor of whispered truths, shared that Vance hadn't entirely abandoned his 'hobbies', but the boastful recounts in class had ceased. The faint, cloying scent of cheap perfume and stale spirits no longer clung to him during morning lectures. For Elias, it was a reprieve. He no longer had to endure the phantom stench of Vance’s debauchery from across the lecture hall. Barnaby, a boorish cadet from the lower forms, swaggered up to Vance’s desk one afternoon, mimicking a lewd sway. “Still not indulging, Vance? No more conquests to recount?” He waggled his fingers suggestively, a crude gesture in the refined space. A muscle twitched in Vance’s jaw. He shot a quick glance towards Sterling, who sat a few rows ahead, then snarled, “Barnaby, cease this vulgarity! Not in the common hall!” “Why the sudden decorum, eh?” Barnaby pressed, enjoying the spectacle. “Mention it again, Barnaby, and you’ll regret it,” Vance warned, his voice a low growl. Barnaby’s grin faltered. “Alright, alright, keep your secrets.” The others, cadets who had once eagerly absorbed Vance’s illicit tales, seemed disappointed. Vance, with his imposing height and worldly air, had been a fascinating, dangerous outlet for their own unarticulated curiosities. With Vance now taciturn, their attention shifted to Lysander Croft. Lysander, perched on the edge of a desk, merely bared his teeth in a wry, disgusted smirk. “Filthy curs,” he drawled, his tone laced with a familiar disdain. “Oh, here he goes, Croft with his priggishness again!” one cadet jeered. “A mad ascetic, that one. What a waste,” another added, a ripple of laughter following. Most of their circle had, at some point, explored the Academy's less reputable alleys, but Lysander had always remained aloof, untouched. They teased him, calling him 'The Monk', but it was never truly disrespectful. Lysander Croft carried an innate authority, his sharp wit and detached elegance affording him a strange immunity. He had a lighthearted, almost careless air about most things, which made his cutting remarks both charming and approachable. People often said his manner didn't match his intimidating profile. “Stare like that, you brute, and I’ll have to send you to the infirmary,” Lysander snapped, his gaze sweeping over the cadets with mock ferocity. Their laughter swelled, thin and meaningless. Elias, seated nearby, stared blankly at the polished surface of his own desk, lost in thought. A peculiar quiet settled over him amidst the cacophony. If his memory served, he had never felt a flicker of desire for a woman. By default, it made him what he was, from birth. He’d seen crude sketches, heard bawdy songs, even stumbled upon forbidden pamphlets – and while the general intensity might evoke a physical response, the image of a woman’s form had never sparked a personal longing. It was the situation, the transgression, not the object of desire. Once, Vance had dragged him to a clandestine establishment beyond the city walls, a place of dubious reputation. Elias hadn’t even made it past the threshold, lacking the proper identification. He'd waited outside, chilled and bored, until Vance returned. Such places, he thought, were repulsive. He could never comprehend the appeal. His peers, in their own crude humor, sometimes called him ‘The Scholar of Abstinence’. Elias knew, with a private bitterness, that his abstinence was less a choice, more a forced condition of his nature. He let out a small, inaudible sigh. The others were too busy dissecting Lysander’s latest quip to notice. Seizing the moment, Elias glanced at Vance, who sat silently, his gaze fixed on the back of Leo Sterling’s head, where the junior bent over a textbook. And, as always, Elias regretted it. Why did he look? Why did he allow the curiosity to fester? To distract himself, he posed a pointless question to Lysander. “So, are you genuinely committed to celibacy until you’re wed, Croft?” Lysander, lounging in his chair with an air of practiced indifference, pivoted his head slowly. His gaze, unnervingly direct, dropped to Elias’s lap. Elias instinctively crossed his legs, a tremor of unease. What in the blazes? “You’re not my betrothed, Thorne, so why the sudden interest? Are you making an offer?” Lysander's voice, low and carrying, cut through the residual chatter. The other cadets guffawed, the sound grating. Elias, in a rare moment of pique, kicked Lysander sharply in the shin. Such were his days – a monotonous cycle of observation, yearning, and quiet self-reproach. --- Alone in his rooms, Elias often found himself adrift in thought, contemplating a myriad of hypotheticals. Inevitably, these musings sometimes veered into strange, unsettling fantasies. Today, he wondered what it would have been like if his affections had fastened onto Lysander Croft instead of Alistair Vance. It seemed, in the abstract, a less fraught existence. If he loved Lysander, he wouldn’t have to endure the particular agony inflicted by Vance’s messy, public fixations. Even so, the heartbreak would remain. Neither Vance nor Lysander would ever return his unspoken devotion. But at least, his heart wouldn’t ache because of Leo Sterling. That, at least, was a minor consolation. This train of thought, however, swiftly dissolved into feelings of inferiority and a simmering resentment. Ultimately, he just yearned for graduation, for the day Alistair Vance would become nothing more than a distant, painful memory. --- At some point, Elias had unconsciously developed a habit: whenever he sat down, his hands would gravitate beneath the desk. This began in his second year at the preparatory school, and the cause had always been the same—men. His fingers toyed with the ornate buckle on his trousers, a soft, almost imperceptible click filling the quiet room. Should he? Or shouldn't he? The metallic tap against his nails seemed to amplify the internal debate. Just as he applied pressure with his thumb to unfasten the clasp, a discreet knock sounded at his door. “Elias? Are you studying?” It was his father’s valet, his voice muffled by the heavy oak. “Ah, no! I mean, yes! I am!” Elias nearly leapt out of his skin. Today was emphatically not the day. Mortified, he buried his face in his arms, the flush spreading hot beneath his skin. Damn it all. --- Lately, Alistair Vance had been getting on his nerves. Intensely. Sometimes, when Sterling’s gaze would flick towards Elias, Vance would deliberately initiate a conversation with the junior. Sterling, caught between them, would glance at Elias again, his lips parting as if to speak, only to press them shut. Then, as if wary of Vance’s looming presence, he would lower his head and answer in the faintest of voices. “Y-yes, Master Vance…” Just like that. Sterling had, subtly, begun to seek Elias out more, even occasionally calling him “Thorne.” Aside from senior professors, almost no one addressed him by his surname alone, so the change was noticeable. Sterling seemed to think he was being careful, but he wasn’t. The worst part was how Vance couldn’t mask his obvious discomfort whenever Sterling did anything remotely familiar with Elias. “Sterling,” Vance commanded, his voice tight. “Cease bothering Master Thorne while he applies himself to his studies.” Sterling blinked. “Pardon?” “Leave him be. Do you not comprehend?” Vance’s tone was sharp, unmistakable. “Oh… uh, y-yes, Master Vance…” Sterling stammered, avoiding Vance’s furious gaze. Vance, with an almost childish immaturity, slammed his fist against the leg of the desk beside him. Elias pretended not to notice, his eyes fixed on an imaginary point above the blackboard. Annoyingly, the clueless Sterling seemed to believe no one cared about his casual address to Elias anymore. He grew bolder, using “Thorne” as if it were the most natural thing. One afternoon, he leaned slightly towards Elias’s desk. “Uh, Thorne… forgive me for disturbing your concentration.” Elias stiffened, staring at him in disbelief. Was the boy insane? Vance was sitting directly behind Sterling, his posture rigid with tension. Sure enough, Vance pounded his fist on the desk again, the sharp crack echoing through the room. Damn it all. “Sterling!” Vance’s voice ripped through the air, raw with barely contained fury. “...Huh?” Sterling flinched, the atmosphere instantly turning sour. “I told you.” Vance’s anger was blatant, a predatory glint in his eyes. “I told you not to address him thusly, did I not?” “W-well…” Sterling stammered, his face pale. “Address him as Master Thorne. That is his name – Master Thorne.” Vance’s gaze, now chillingly sharp, pivoted to Elias. Elias hated that look, a possessive fire that sought to claim. He instinctively lowered his head, shrinking inward. At that precise moment, Lysander Croft, seated beside Elias, casually draped an arm over his shoulders. His low, distinctive voice murmured near Elias’s ear, a conspiratorial whisper. “Alistair Vance, if you persist in this folly, you will truly ruin yourself.” Vance’s eyes narrowed, his jaw clenching. “What in blazes are you talking about, Croft?” “I am saying you will come to regret it.” Lysander smirked, and Elias felt a flicker of irritation. For one reason only: the weight of Lysander’s arm, a fleeting moment of intimacy that felt, even for a second, like a betrayal. His own heart hammered a frantic rhythm against his ribs. “Alistair Vance, you truly are—”

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