Chapter 3 of 19
Ash and Ink
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Lysander placed a vial, chilled by ancient runes, onto the desk. Its crystal surface misted, mirroring the pale light of the pre-dawn Arcane Ward. Kaelen Vane, head buried amidst stacks of forgotten tomes, groaned. The air, thick with the scent of burnt lamp-oil and stale magic, clung to him like a second skin.
Kaelen’s face, swollen from another night lost to forbidden experimentation, resembled a bruised fruit. His lineage, though ancient and powerful, often indulged in such excesses. Lysander covered for him, always. A silent pact, born of unspoken obligation.
"Drink this," Lysander murmured. His voice, typically precise, held a tremor of feigned exasperation. "It might salvage some semblance of composure."
Kaelen stirred, a huff of air disturbing the dust motes dancing in the faint light. He lifted his head, eyes bloodshot, and managed a weak smile.
"Always knew I could count on you, Lysander."
"Your father’s fury is a force to behold. Had you faced it without my… intervention, the Ward would still be vibrating."
Kaelen shrugged, reaching for the vial. A flicker of pride, raw and undisguised, crossed his exhausted features. Lysander watched, a familiar ache blooming beneath his ribs. He was useful, indispensable even, yet never truly seen.
Lysander turned, seeking his own accustomed corner. His gaze snagged on a pile of scrolls, carelessly scattered beside Kaelen's desk. Valerius Rane.
A surge of something sharp, akin to a cold blade, pierced Lysander. He swallowed it down, forcing his expression into one of mild disdain. Valerius, another scion of power, but unlike Kaelen, his prestige was earned through relentless, if showy, demonstrations of his innate arcane gift. Valerius, who had, inexplicably, begun to orbit Kaelen.
Lysander, shorter by a head than Kaelen, found perverse comfort in their proximity. He clung to his position just behind Kaelen, a shadow in the glow of Kaelen’s radiant disregard. Valerius, taller still, sat directly beside Kaelen. It was a physical manifestation of the new hierarchy, a subtle shift that grated on Lysander’s nerves.
He gestured towards the still form of Valerius, partially obscured by a discarded Arcane Theory text. "When did he arrive?" Lysander asked, his voice deliberately casual.
Kaelen, now sipping from the potion, grimaced. "No idea. He was already sprawled there when I stumbled in."
"One who departs early from the Grand Rituals shouldn't appear so… undone."
A rustle. The heavy tome slipped, revealing Valerius’s half-lidded gaze. His eyes, sharp even in sleep, swept over Kaelen and Lysander. A wide yawn stretched his mouth.
"...Thought I’d just practice a few more cantrips. Lost track of the cycle."
Yawns, like whispers of forbidden lore, were contagious. Kaelen mirrored the gesture, then scrunched his face into a smug grin.
"This one. Looks like he’d be brewing chaos, but he’s more disciplined than some of the Order’s most pious scribes."
"Oh, go entangle yourself in a forgotten curse, Kaelen."
"As you wish, simpleton."
Valerius, unfazed, leaned back, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest. Lysander watched him, a prickle of unease under his skin. He quickly averted his gaze, focusing on Kaelen.
Early mornings in the Grand Study Hall often began this way. A low hum of familiar banter, a prelude to the day’s arduous academic pursuits. Soon, acolytes from lesser Houses, yearning for Kaelen’s favor, would drift closer, eager for a taste of his rebellious charm. The usual rhythm: chatter, laughter, before the Arrival Bell signaled the commencement of lectures.
For those considered the Ward’s most promising, it was a surprisingly unblemished start to the cycle.
But beneath the surface, even at eighteen cycles, the undercurrents ran dark. Tales of wild, reckless enchantments, Kaelen's exploits especially, left a bitter residue. Lysander played along, always, feigning amusement.
Still, these mornings held a fragile peace. A month and a half ago, that equilibrium shattered. The reason: Elian Thorne.
"Elian Thorne is here," a voice hissed from a nearby desk.
"By the Elder Gods. A blight upon the sight."
"Does that wretched scholar lack the sense to avoid the Hall after such a… chastening?"
Lysander saw a finger, adorned with a signet ring of a minor House, point with exaggerated disdain. Elian Thorne, small of stature, shoulders hunched, shuffled into the Hall. He clutched a worn satchel, its leather fraying, and placed it on a desk in the front row. Immediately, he slumped over, burying his face in his arms.
A sigh, heavy with irritation, escaped Lysander. Elian Thorne. Pathetic. A reedy voice, a frame too slight for his years. As murmurs swelled around him, Kaelen glared daggers at Elian’s back, muttering a curse under his breath. Lysander hated it. That intensity, that raw, focused disdain—it drove him to distraction.
Kaelen snatched a scroll, one that had previously obscured Valerius’s face, and crumpled it in one hand. With a light, almost casual toss, he hurled it at Elian’s head. *Thud*. A soft sound. Elian’s head slumped further onto his desk.
"Filth. Do not parade that grotesque visage before the light of dawn."
Elian Thorne didn't move. He kept his face buried, exactly as Kaelen commanded. Yet, Kaelen watched him, a sneer twisting his lips, and kicked his own desk.
"Answer me, worm!"
Kaelen abruptly stood, his voice echoing in the hushed Hall. Elian Thorne, still hunched, stammered, his voice trembling.
"Y-yes, Kaelen."
"Lift your head. Look at me. Speak with clarity."
Did Kaelen not hear the utter nonsense he spoke? The sheer, blatant cruelty of his demands made a bitter laugh catch in Lysander’s throat.
Kaelen, oblivious, advanced on Elian. With each step, the unpleasant feelings inside Lysander grew, vivid and raw.
Kaelen closed the distance. Lysander felt a profound loss of control, an unraveling of the emotions he worked so tirelessly to suppress.
This wasn't the same jealousy that gnawed at him when Kaelen and Valerius shared a knowing glance. Instinctively, Lysander knew. Deep down, he harbored something just as sinister as Kaelen. That’s why the casual camaraderie between Kaelen and Valerius, though irritating, eventually became bearable. But Kaelen's interactions with Elian unsettled him more and more. Lysander’s hands began to tremble. He clenched them, hiding the tremor in the folds of his robes.
Kaelen kicked Elian’s desk, hard. The ancient wood groaned, threatening to topple. Elian jolted upright, eyes wide with alarm, his voice still unsteady.
"Forgive me, Kaelen."
Kaelen stood, looking down at Elian’s face. Elian’s eyes glistened, unshed tears threatening to spill. Yet, in that moment, Lysander felt like he was the one on the verge of breaking.
Kaelen didn’t make Elian run menial errands, not directly. But his gaze, that dark, possessive stare, never truly left Elian. If Elian retreated to the Ablution Chambers, Kaelen would still watch his diminishing form, even while conversing with others. Lysander knew. Because Lysander never stopped watching Kaelen.
To be honest, Lysander’s first impression of Elian Thorne was unremarkable. His skin wasn't flawless, but his youthful features gave him an open, guileless face. When he smiled, it felt genuinely bright. Even his neutral expression carried a certain quiet luminosity.
Before Kaelen began his torment, no one held particular disdain for Elian. He seemed a scholar raised in a quiet, loving corner of Eldoria. Though not overtly sociable, preferring the solace of scrolls to company, his demeanor bore no trace of worry or discomfort.
Most considered Elian a decent acolyte. Since he never flaunted the affections he’d received, he garnered even more subtle praise. Humble, quiet, bright, and inexplicably pleasant – that was Elian Thorne.
But Lysander had not particularly liked him from the outset. Nor did he hate him. He simply didn’t care. To say Elian wasn't even on his periphery would be more accurate. Yet, whenever Elian’s name arose in conversation, whether with Kaelen, Valerius, or other acolytes, Lysander would find himself casually fabricating, "Ah, Elian? He’s acceptable. Agreeable enough."
Kaelen, like Lysander, had paid little heed to Elian at first. Kaelen was never one to concern himself with the lesser acolytes. After Elian transferred from the outer wards in the Fifth Cycle, he and Kaelen didn’t exchange a single word until the Sixth. That was the natural order of things.
Then, one cycle, something shifted. A small, sharp deviation formed in the mundane flow of events. It happened immediately after the midday Repast. Lysander, looking back, had never regretted an action with such profound clarity.
Elian, as was his custom, had taken a secluded corner, lost in a tome. He was a creature of books, of forgotten lore. Lysander, on the other hand, possessed a peculiar habit of feigning camaraderie with those of good repute.
That’s why, when he chanced upon Elian, Lysander struck up a conversation about the ancient text Elian held. Lysander was no avid reader outside his academic pursuits – appearing learned was more his style.
"You must truly immerse yourself in these older narratives, Elian?"
"Oh? Yes, I suppose so."
At that time, Elian and Lysander were distant acquaintances. Perhaps that made the approach easier.
"Have you reached its conclusion?"
"Almost. Only a few pages remain."
"Then cease. The ending will disappoint. It is one of those sagas where the denouement unravels the entire intricate design."
"You have read it, then?"
"Ages ago."
To satisfy his intellectual vanity, Lysander always sought out critiques of the few literary works he sampled, ensuring he possessed an informed opinion. Drawing on those memories, he offered a pithy critique—not a genuine one, but enough to sound profound. Elian smiled, a radiant, genuine pleasure that caught Lysander off guard.
"You are the first I’ve encountered who has read this, besides myself."
"Indeed… truly?"
"Still, I shall finish it. To ponder why the narrative took such a turn—that, for me, is part of the enchantment."
"Opinions vary, of course."
"Hearing you say that… it makes me anticipate the final pages even more."
That smile still clung to Lysander’s memory, an uncomfortable shard. Was it some instinctive unease he felt then, a premonition?
After that day, Elian Thorne began seeking Lysander out with increasing frequency. Though Lysander found it mildly irksome, a whisper of *Why me?*, he never outright rejected him. Elian, with his pristine reputation, was not the worst individual to keep within one's orbit.
After all, ancient texts – outside of Arcane Scriptures and theoretical treatises – were virtually forbidden for acolytes their age. Even those with leisure saw such books as little more than glorified doorstops. For Elian, Lysander was likely the only one capable of discussing such forgotten narratives.
That day was one of those routine encounters, but it also became one of the most ill-fated.
Valerius Rane was to blame. To this cycle, Lysander couldn't fathom his own actions. Why he, a scholar who never meddled in another’s academic affairs, chose to extend his influence. Why Valerius, of all people, had left his mock Arcane Inscription paper splayed open for all passing eyes to see.
Lysander, one who abhorred the display of his own grades, naturally assumed Valerius would share the sentiment. So, he flipped the paper over to conceal it. That’s when he saw it: the score. Eighty-one sigils.
He blinked, checking again. Eighty-one. Considering the stringent thresholds for these tests, it would barely register in the Fourth Tier. But still, it was on the higher end of that tier.
It was the first time one of Lysander’s preconceptions shattered. A minor shock: Valerius was not the complete, thoughtless brute Lysander had imagined. Naturally, his mind drifted to Kaelen’s scores. Now, *he* was the true garbage. A sorcerer who would mark every question with a "Gamma" and sleep through the remainder of the exam, Kaelen had never once achieved a respectable score.
Perhaps that’s why Lysander felt such a volatile mix of emotions – as if he’d found a glimmer of salvageable ore amidst the dross. A rival he’d once disdained proved more capable than the friend he admired. That strange realization must have unsettled him, because he did something he would normally never have done.
It was nothing grand. He simply grabbed a nearby quill and scribbled a short note at the top of Valerius’s paper.
"Focus on the Ritual Weaving sections. You’ll ascend to the Third Tier swiftly. Well done. —Lysander.
P.S. Forgive my trespass in viewing your score. I merely sought to conceal it and inadvertently glimpsed the results."
The arrogance of evaluating another’s grade and offering unsolicited counsel made Lysander feel a blush of self-consciousness. He rambled, seeking to justify himself.
He could not articulate why he had written it. At the time, he must have been utterly unmoored. Looking back, it was the first false step in a series of entanglements. Every tragic unraveling begins with a poorly fastened first button.
If he hadn’t penned that note, he wouldn’t have encountered Elian Thorne, clutching a book, traversing the hallowed halls moments later.