Chapter 18

Chapter 18 of 18

A Concession of Bruises and Whispers

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The petty contrivances of youth, still damp with the ink of burgeoning schemes, rarely amounted to anything beyond transparent charades. A mind barely formed, yet convinced of its own cunning, offered only hollow apologies, like an ill-constructed façade awaiting collapse. “Just that?” Alaric Vance scoffed, leaning back in the plush, worn armchair. A faint creak echoed in the quiet common room, the only sound apart from the incessant scratching of a quill from a distant table. “Harsh, Elias. Haven’t you heard the old adage?” He arched his spine, gazing upward at the ornate, soot-stained ceiling. Crossing his arms, a ghost of a smile touched his lips. His features, often cast in shadow even in the brightest light, carried a perpetual solemnity that rendered his smiles more of a knowing twist than genuine mirth. “A man is either a hound or a fledgling.” My breath hitched, a faint tremor in the air. “Seriously, Alaric.” “No hound am I. So, regardless of how many winters we see, we’re all just fledglings. What discernible difference does it make?” Were Lord Blackwood indeed a hound, a veritable beast, then our predicament would be quite different. Alaric uncrossed his arms, the slight rustle of his tweed jacket a soft intrusion. He spoke a useless jest, his logic a strange, winding path I no longer bothered to trace. A familiar weariness settled over me. “The sanatorium chimes.” Alaric abruptly stood, a swift, fluid motion, plucking a small, brass-bound bell from the corner table. He held it, unringing, between two fingers. “Keep watch over my… effects.” “What effects…?” He dismissed my query with a dismissive wave, disappearing through the heavy oak door. Moments later, he reappeared, balancing a heavy wooden tray in each hand. A flicker of incredulity crossed my face. His hands, though large, cradled the cumbersome vessels with impossible ease. “Isn’t that cumbersome?” “Scarcely. Feels negligible.” One tray bore a steaming ceramic pot, surely weighty. Yet, he set both down onto the polished mahogany table without a grunt or a strained muscle. I stared, caught in a brief, disoriented daze. He clicked his tongue, a sharp, chiding sound, noticing my blank expression. “Were you, by some chance, quite impressed by my refined bearing?” That was… a grave miscalculation on his part. “Just eat, Alaric.” “How might one eat with a mouth sealed? Thus?” He pressed his lips together, pantomiming lifting a spoon to them. I ignored him, my gaze fixed on the steam rising from the ceramic pot. Soon, his grin returned, a flash of teeth, before he slumped back into his seat. My fingers closed around my spoon, my eyes drifting to the bowl before me. I lowered my hand slowly, scraping the surface with a slight tremor. Alaric blew on his food, then set his spoon aside, opting to prod at the accompanying side dishes with his silver chopsticks. I lifted my spoon again, about to take a bite, but paused. My gaze, inexplicably, remained fixed on Alaric’s hands. A peculiar observation formed in my mind. “I’ve harbored this thought for a while… Your chopstick etiquette is impeccable.” “Mine? You truly believe so?” “Indeed.” *It doesn’t suit you, somehow. It’s too… precise.* The words caught in my throat. Perhaps sensing my unspoken thoughts, Alaric squinted, then suddenly exclaimed, “Ah!” A sinister smirk twisted his lips. “So, you discerned it.” “Discerned what?” My question was genuine. What esoteric meaning did he attach to my observation? “Feigning ignorance, are we? Very well, you sharp-eyed, quick-witted rogue. Consider yourself inducted.” Into what, precisely? A frown creased my brow at his inscrutable pronouncements. Alaric twisted his lips, a sardonic gesture. “When we present ourselves to young Blackwood, there’s a certain… collaboration I shall require of you.” “What utter… Never mind.” His schemes were invariably preposterous, so I offered a noncommittal nod, half-heartedly assenting. --- Finishing his meal with surprising speed, Alaric tucked his hands into his pockets, his silent scrutiny a physical weight. The moment my own bowl was empty, he jerked his chin towards the sanatorium’s automated lift. Without a timepiece to consult, he tapped his bare wrist repeatedly, an insistent, rhythmic gesture, urging me. “I’ve finished, cease your frantic haste.” “We must observe visiting hours. You dawdle with such leisurely indifference.” “Oh, for the love of all that is academic. Fine.” “Arise. Hasten.” “I’m upright, I declared.” “Hurry now, summon the conveyance.” “Confound it…” I muttered an irritable curse, jogging over to press the polished brass button beside the lift doors. “Excellent chap!” “Go to the devil…” I shot Alaric a fleeting, discreet glare. This peculiar intimacy, this sudden clinginess, was a recent revelation. It had taken me over six months within these austere walls to deduce such a facet of his complex persona. Not that I had ever actively sought such understanding. As we awaited the lift’s arrival, Alaric’s fingers idly rubbed the edge of the large adhesive patch affixed to his jaw. The thick plaster, firmly pressed against his skin, began to detach ever so slightly. “Are you meant to peel it off thus?” “It’s a vexation. Interferes with my ablutions.” Before I could formulate a reply, the lift doors parted with a soft hiss. Alaric stepped in, immediately pressing the appropriate floor button without a moment’s hesitation. As we ascended, he caught his reflection in the polished brass panels, baring his teeth. “Hm, they’re aligned,” he muttered, an unintelligible observation. I stole a glance at him. He bent slightly to scrutinize himself in the reflective surface, hands still tucked into his pockets, exuding an air of studied nonchalance, almost rebellious energy. His height, an absurd verticality, always surprised me. While my observations were purely instinctive, the lift reached our floor with unnerving speed. The corridor lay in absolute silence. Alaric jerked his chin towards a particular door along the muted green wall. “That’s the chamber.” His lips were slightly parted, his downward gaze imbued with a subtle, almost predatory arrogance. As the heavy doors of the lift began to close behind us, we stepped out. However, Alaric did not immediately move towards the indicated room. I halted a pace behind him, anticipating his next move. After a brief, suspended moment, he resumed his stride, his unusually long legs covering the distance with effortless grace. His ring finger scratched at the adhesive edge of his bandage, then, with a sharp, decisive motion, he tore it off in a single pull. “Ah. Damnation. That stings.” The discarded plaster vanished into his pocket. His trousers, previously unmarred, now bore a subtle bulge where the bandage was concealed. Turning, Alaric regarded me, a question in his eyes. My gaze fell upon his exposed jaw. It was a canvas of purplish-blue and deep crimson bruises, a truly grotesque sight. Yet, Alaric’s grin, a display of absolute self-assurance, felt strangely unsettling, almost preternatural. Especially emanating from that perpetually brooding face—a visage that always seemed to harbor some clandestine design. “How do I appear? Sufficiently convincing?” Alaric Vance, ever the opportunist, ever the purveyor of theatrical absurdity. Every utterance, every gesture, seemed spontaneous, yet self-serving. He possessed an uncanny knack for attempting to sway me with utter nonsense, occasionally ensnaring himself within his own elaborate delusions. “Who can truly say.” Suddenly, a memory resurfaced, a peculiar anecdote he had shared only days prior. He had recounted it as if narrating another’s tale—a return to the Academy’s chapel, his first visit in seven years since his Confirmation at eleven. His confession, he claimed, was merely for not greeting the Divine in all that time. He admitted to attending only out of fear his formidable father would chastise him. The cleric, he recalled, had declared such faith to be rather… troublesome. “Ah, my apologies, Father.” He had meant to depart then, but found himself delivering the final blessing in the cleric’s stead. The cleric, apparently, had been quite flustered. Even Alaric had only realized his peculiar transgression after exiting the confessional booth. “I wished to be swallowed by the very flagstones of the chapel. Why on earth do they inscribe the prayer right there before one’s eyes?” Yet, Alaric Vance, I was certain, would not be found in the chapel this very week. That was simply his immutable nature. “My parents and some of the more devout professors kept inquiring why my attendance had faltered. Is that the only inquiry they possess? What choice have I, but to maintain a semblance of decorum?” Alaric snickered, a low, rumbling sound. Witnessing his companions—students from the more boisterous houses—chuckle along, I nodded. Yes, in his own peculiar fashion, he was consistent. And that consistency, however self-serving, had never once placed me at a disadvantage. I raised my hand, pulling roughly at the adhesive strip resting across the bridge of my nose. “This should suffice, I imagine?” A dark red horizontal mark now bisected my unusually prominent nose. Alaric regarded me with a faint smile, his eyes then curling with a strange amusement. “Do you comprehend young Blackwood’s foolishness?” Alaric lowered his head slightly, bringing his face close to mine, his voice dropping to a low, conspiratorial whisper. “He possesses no intellect. A vacuum between his ears. He fails to grasp that if he persists in such a lifestyle, his very existence is destined for ruin.” *Tap, tap.* His thin fingers drummed lightly against the fabric near his pocket. “He ought to have heeded his progenitor. They assert that good fortune attends those who listen to their elders.” *And do you heed your own progenitors, Alaric?* I swallowed the words before they could escape. In a strange, convoluted way, perhaps he did. *Sure, whatever.* Alaric’s voice was laced with a barely concealed mirth. We soon arrived before a grand, imposing door. Instead of opening it, he simply waited. For a brief, suspended moment, I attempted to dissect my own motivations. Why had I followed him all this way? Why was I complicit in his elaborate pantomime? The most compelling reason I could conjure was a morbid curiosity, a desire to witness Julian Blackwood’s inevitable downfall with my own observant eyes. I lifted my head, meeting Alaric’s gaze. Placing a hand lightly on his back, I spoke in a quiet, almost imperceptible voice. “Let us proceed.” The instant the words left my lips, Alaric smirked, as if my assent was precisely what he had anticipated. He ran his fingers through his dark, unruly hair, deliberately disheveling it further, then hunched his shoulders slightly as he carefully pushed open the heavy door. He stepped in first, and I followed him into the sanatorium room. Julian Blackwood lay prone upon the pristine white sheets of the bed. Beside him, seated with a weary dignity, was a face I knew all too well—Lord Blackwood himself. Honestly, I was taken aback. I had not truly expected him to be present. “My apologies for our tardiness, Lord Blackwood. I am Alaric Vance,” he announced smoothly, lifting his chin with an utterly shameless confidence. Though momentarily thrown off balance, I swiftly composed myself, masking my reaction, and offered a slight, respectful bow. “Good afternoon.” As my words faded, the elder man’s gaze, which had been fixed intently on Alaric, shifted abruptly to me. A flicker of surprise, strangely enough, crossed his aged features. “You… are you not Thorne?” “I encountered him in the sanatorium’s antechamber, Lord Blackwood. A fortuitous meeting. Are you here for a visit as well, Elias?” Before I could formulate a response, Alaric interjected, his voice imbued with a seamless, feigned ignorance that felt entirely natural to him. His ability to fabricate such plausible deceptions, presenting them as mere polite pleasantries, was truly impressive. He must have honed this particular craft over countless prior occasions. His audacious shamelessness rendered me speechless, yet I merely offered a faint smile, playing along. To contradict him now would serve no purpose. “Yes. Merely a courtesy visit.” “Ah… But, well…” Lord Blackwood’s worried expression faltered. It was transparent he wished to articulate something further, yet he hesitated, making the unspoken implication painfully clear. In the end, it was Julian Blackwood’s father who finally broke the strained silence. “Thank you for coming, Thorne. I am certain Julian will appreciate the gesture. But Elias, I must apologize, would you be so kind as to step outside for a moment? There is a matter I need to discuss with young Vance.” “Oh, certainly.” I nodded, withdrawing from the room without a moment’s hesitation. For a fleeting second, I considered leaving the door ajar, hoping to catch snippets of their conversation. But Lord Blackwood’s gaze, fixed upon me with an unnerving intensity, dissuaded me. I dared not risk his suspicion. Thus, I remained ignorant of the precise nature of their exchange within. --- With nothing else to occupy my restless mind, I turned towards the large bay window, gazing out at the slow drift of mist across the distant moors. It was difficult to ascertain if the time that elapsed was too brief or too protracted for a discussion involving reconciliation and consequence. Eventually, the heavy oak door creaked open, and Lord Blackwood emerged. “Thorne.” “Oh, Lord Blackwood. Have you concluded your discussion?” I turned swiftly, offering a shallow bow. The soft click of his polished shoes grew closer, and only then did I lift my head to observe the man who, in a convoluted way, had once been the progenitor of my first deep-seated resentment. He had aged significantly since I last saw him. Only a few months had passed, yet his face was more deeply etched, withered, instilling in me a strange, unsettling unease. “My apologies for summarily dismissing you, Elias. Julian has been acting so recklessly of late… But you still journeyed all this way. I truly appreciate your thoughtfulness. He is currently under the influence of sedatives, so he will not be waking.” “Oh, no need to apologize, sir. I felt it my duty to come, of course. Though it is a pity I shall not have the opportunity to converse with him.” “Yes, thank you for your understanding.” Lord Blackwood emitted a low sigh, so fragile it bordered on pitiful. Gone was the image of the furious, roaring patriarch who once reacted with such ferocity to Julian’s every minor transgression—now, merely a fragile, weary middle-aged man. I found myself unable to comprehend the depth of his visible despair. Surely, such profound melancholy could not be solely attributed to his son merely having endured a few skirmishes. “I had hoped that associating with a diligent student like yourself, Elias, might encourage Julian towards a more respectable path… But lately, he has only descended into further trouble, consorting with unsavory influences… And now, this lamentable incident…” My gaze drifted to the window once more, my jaw tightening. “By any chance, Elias, do you happen to know a boy named Finnian Croft?” Finnian Croft. My fingertips, tucked within my sleeves, trembled ever so slightly. A familiar nausea churned within me. I was utterly, profoundly weary of this name. “Finnian? Yes. He is in my year.” “What manner of youth is he? Do you possess any insights into his character?” “Uh, well… He is generally amiable. Intelligent, too. But his domestic circumstances are rather… challenging. Despite that, he always endeavored to excel in his studies…” “And?” “Then, one incident occurred, which seemed to alter his disposition.” My voice, though carefully modulated, carried a faint, almost imperceptible tremor, betraying the tightly wound tension beneath my composed exterior. A prickle of cold sweat broke across my brow. “What incident, Thorne?” Lord Blackwood’s voice was sharper now, piercing through the thick, melancholic air of the corridor. His eyes, fixed on me, were suddenly keen, searching, as if I held the key to some dark, hidden truth. And perhaps, in a way, I did. I swallowed, the dryness in my throat making the act an effort. The image of the tattered journal, discovered beneath a loose floorboard in the abandoned West Wing, flashed unbidden into my mind. The faint, barely legible script detailing a clandestine meeting, a desperate plea, and a betrayal that stained more than just a reputation. “A misunderstanding, I believe. A matter of… misplaced trust, involving a study group and a missing set of lecture notes. It spiraled, as these things often do within the Academy’s hallowed, yet often cruel, walls.” I chose my words with meticulous care, each syllable a calculated deflection. My mind raced, constructing a plausible narrative, a delicate shield against the truth I instinctively knew Lord Blackwood was seeking. Lord Blackwood observed me, his gaze lingering, dissecting. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, punctuated only by the distant, rhythmic chiming of the sanatorium clock. “Misplaced trust,” he repeated, the words tasting bitter on his tongue. “And Julian was involved in this ‘misunderstanding’?” My fingers curled into tight fists within my pockets, my nails digging into my palms. The subtle pain anchored me, preventing my composure from fracturing. “To a degree, yes. He was present during some… rather heated discussions. He, perhaps, did not fully comprehend the gravity of the situation at the time.” *A convenient lie*, my mind whispered, *to shield a deeper, uglier truth.* Julian had not merely been *present*; he had been a primary instigator, his cruel mockery fueling the fire that consumed Finnian’s fragile standing. But admitting that now, to his father, would unravel everything. “I see,” Lord Blackwood said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. He turned his gaze back towards the closed door of Julian’s room, a profound sorrow settling upon his features like a heavy cloak. “Thank you, Thorne. Your insight is… illuminating.” Illuminating indeed, though not in the manner he believed. My ability, a subtle curse, allowed me to perceive the currents of unspoken fear and desperation swirling around Lord Blackwood. He sought a scapegoat, a simple explanation for Julian’s increasingly erratic behavior, something external to his own gilded lineage. And Finnian Croft, with his challenging circumstances and now tarnished reputation, was a convenient choice. I, by offering this carefully curated narrative, had perhaps unwittingly solidified that perception. A cold unease prickled at the back of my neck. I had come to witness Julian’s downfall. Instead, I found myself an unwilling participant in the architecting of another’s. The air in the corridor grew heavy, thick with unspoken accusations and the lingering scent of antiseptic, a melancholic dread settling deep in my bones. I simply nodded, unable to articulate the complex tangle of emotions swirling within me. My silence, I hoped, conveyed both deference and a subtle, unspoken regret. Lord Blackwood sighed again, a sound heavy with the weight of generations. “I must go. There are… matters to attend to.” His eyes, briefly, met mine, and in their depths, I saw not just sorrow, but a desperate appeal, a silent plea for discretion. Or perhaps, for something more. Something I was not yet ready to acknowledge. He offered a curt nod, then turned, his figure receding down the long, silent corridor. I remained, watching until he was a mere shadow swallowed by the distant gloom. Alone once more, the full weight of the encounter pressed down on me. The fabricated truths, the thinly veiled deceptions, the insidious consistency of Alaric, and my own complicity. The sanatorium’s quiet hum seemed to amplify the rapid beat of my own heart. The lingering scent of medicinal alcohol, mixed with the faint, metallic tang of fear, clung to the air. My hands, still clenched in my pockets, trembled. The incident with the lecture notes was real, but the true architect of Finnian’s demise had worn a different face, one protected by privilege and a powerful name. And I, Elias Thorne, had just helped perpetuate that lie. The mist outside the window seemed to thicken, pressing against the glass, obscuring the already dim light of the afternoon. A deep, chilling certainty settled over me: the threads of deceit, once spun, were impossible to unravel without tearing apart the entire, fragile fabric of Aethelgard itself.

End of Chapter 18