Chapter 9 of 17
The Cinders of Resolve
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The power, a once-responsive current in his veins, faltered. Kaelen’s control frayed at the edges, each wisp of ash now a leaden weight. Manipulating the thin layer beneath his boots, a desperate innovation from hours past, demanded a toll he could no longer pay. His muscles screamed with a dull, persistent ache, now a roaring inferno in his limbs.
Ash, fine as powdered bone, no longer danced to his will. It resisted, clinging stubbornly to the unforgiving ground. He tried to ignore the growing tremor in his knees, the blurring edges of the desolate plain.
Roric, a tireless silhouette against the bruised sky, had not paused. He strode forward with unyielding purpose, a living testament to indifference. Kaelen’s gaze fixed on Roric’s back, a stubborn anchor in his fading consciousness. He would not give Roric the satisfaction of witnessing his collapse.
Pride, a brittle shard within his weary heart, warred with exhaustion. But the struggle was futile. His legs, brittle as dry kindling, gave way. Kaelen pitched forward, sprawling in the cold embrace of the ash-dusted earth. A gasp escaped his lips, thin and dry as the air itself. He lay there, body wracked with tremors, the grit of the world in his mouth.
Footsteps crunched behind him. A shadow, tall and unyielding, fell across his prone form. He lifted his head with a monumental effort, eyes gritty with fatigue. Roric stood over him, a stark figure in the perpetual twilight. His gaze, unreadable as chipped granite, settled on Kaelen.
“Wasting my time, fool,” Roric rumbled, his voice devoid of warmth, echoing the desolation. He sank to the ground, a casual motion that mocked Kaelen’s prostrate state. From a pouch, Roric produced two dark, cured strips of meat. He bit into one, the sound harsh in the silence. The other he tossed to Kaelen, a flat, dark offering that landed a handspan from his face.
“Eat,” Roric commanded, a word of ice. Kaelen tried to push himself up, but his arms trembled, refusing to obey. His mouth, a dry cavern, craved moisture, not more arid sustenance. Chewing the jerky in this state felt impossible, a cruel joke. Without some measure of strength, the arid air would claim him.
Roric understood this. Kaelen knew it. Yet, Roric offered no further help. He chewed on his own portion, slow and deliberate, his gaze sweeping the horizon.
“The world once knew peace,” Roric began, his voice surprisingly steady, a low current under the vast, dim sky. “Weakness was a luxury then. Kindness, a common currency. Common sense dictated survival. Now,” he paused, chewing, “that world is ash. It has turned to tooth and claw. The weak become sustenance. Only the survivors claim what remains. It hurts? You struggle? Die. Easier that way.”
The words were blades, carving into Kaelen’s spirit. He had encountered many souls in his solitary wanderings, but none possessed Roric’s brutal candor. A bitter taste, not of ash, filled his mouth.
“Crawl or perish,” Roric continued, oblivious to Kaelen’s internal agony. “If life holds meaning, rise. You fool.” With that, Roric fell silent, consuming his jerky with unhurried precision. He had not drunk water all day, carefully conserving saliva, moistening each bite, preventing the parching dryness.
Twilight deepened. The plateau’s temperature began its rapid plummet. Remaining still would invite the frigid embrace of the Ash Wastes, a silent killer. Kaelen knew this grim truth.
*I will not die. I cannot.*
He flexed his fingers, digging them into the gritty surface. With a choked groan, Kaelen dragged himself forward, a wounded thing wriggling across the ground. His fingers scraped against the jerky. He opened his mouth, stuffing the strip in. Ash clung to its surface, but he barely noticed.
Slowly, painstakingly, he worked his jaws. No saliva formed. He pressed the leathery meat against his palate, forcing it to soften. Each swallow was a victory, a hard-won battle against his own body. A faint flicker of warmth, a ghost of vigor, bloomed in his stomach. It spread, reaching his weary muscles.
Pushing with renewed, if meager, strength, Kaelen managed to sit upright. Roric, without a glance, tossed another piece of jerky. Kaelen caught it, chewing now with a fraction more ease, a grim gratitude churning within him. He offered no thanks. Slowly, the vitality returned. With it, the familiar currents of ash-power began to stir, a sluggish river seeking its course.
Roric’s voice, a gravelly whisper, pierced the silence. “Body and power are one. Neglect the vessel, and the flow of ash weakens. To grow strong, neglect no part of yourself.”
Kaelen nodded, a silent acknowledgment. Roric’s words resonated with a truth he now felt deep in his bones. While collapsed, he had tried to draw power, but it had remained dormant, choked by his exhaustion. Only with the return of physical strength did the ash respond. Now, with a core of energy rebuilding, survival seemed possible once more.
A breath, long held, finally escaped him. The world, seen from the precipice of oblivion, looked different. Above, against the deepening indigo of the Ash Shroud sky, countless points of light glittered, a spilled handful of diamonds. He had rarely observed them back in the enclaves, too focused on the dull cycle of survival. They were beautiful, he now realized, imbued with a quiet grandeur he had never before perceived.
Roric’s voice shattered the momentary reprieve. “That spot looks promising, Kreion. A significant haul of cinder-beasts there, if memory serves.”
Kaelen’s head snapped towards Roric. He was not speaking to Kaelen. His companion, a dark blade, lay before him, its hilt planted in the ash. Roric addressed it, his words casual, conversational. Kaelen blinked. *Insane? Or does the blade possess a consciousness?* The sight of Roric communing with his weapon was unsettling.
“Indeed,” Roric murmured to the blade. “My memory dims after so many cycles. Your recall serves us well.” He then looked at Kaelen, a fleeting glance that sent a shiver down Kaelen’s spine. The biting cold of the Ash Wastes descended rapidly. Kaelen, for all his unique gift, was still vulnerable to its frigid embrace. He spent the night huddled, shivering, sleep a fleeting dream.
Roric, beside him, slept soundly, a picture of undisturbed repose. Kaelen watched him, a strange mix of frustration and grudging respect swirling within him. He longed to punch Roric in his placid face.
Dawn painted the sky in muted grays. Roric stirred, awakening with the first hint of light. His first act: wringing his clothes, catching the dew that had condensed on the fabric, drinking the precious moisture. A stark realization struck Kaelen. Roric’s seemingly casual act of spreading his garments last night was a deliberate strategy. Kaelen, belatedly, imitated the action, but his efforts yielded only a meager few drops. A flash of resentment flared. *If only I had known.*
Every action of Roric’s, Kaelen understood, was honed for survival. A ruthless efficiency governed him. Kaelen made a silent vow: *I must learn everything from him. Every small, brutal lesson.* He would mimic Roric, observe, adapt. Only then could he hope to match, or perhaps even surpass, this enigmatic, stone-hearted mentor.
He squeezed every drop of moisture from his clothes, a meager sip that offered brief relief to his parched throat. Roric rose, a flicker of movement against the rising sun.
“Move,” Roric said, his voice clipped. Kaelen nodded, knowing the futility of asking their destination. Roric would offer no answers.
One day. That was all Kaelen had spent with Roric. Yet, a clear, if stark, portrait of the man had emerged. Utterly self-centered. Devoid of compassion. Roric demanded Kaelen’s presence but expected Kaelen to fend for himself. To survive under such a master required sharp wits and an even sharper will.
Roric had already moved far ahead, his strides long and unhurried. Thankfully, Kaelen’s ash-power had fully replenished overnight. He unleashed the technique he had so desperately discovered yesterday. He had named it, in his mind, ‘Ash Glide.’
Mana management remained paramount. The near-fatal exhaustion of the previous day had seared its importance into his mind. *If only there were a way to replenish power as quickly as it’s expended.*
Roric might know. But Kaelen knew asking would be pointless. Roric expected self-discovery. Kaelen pressed forward, propelling himself with Ash Glide, his mind working through permutations, seeking improvement.
Even with the sun freshly risen, the plateau’s surface radiated oppressive heat. The ash shimmered, a burning mirror under the pale sky. Kaelen gritted his teeth, endured. This relentless endurance honed his patience. His Ash Glide grew smoother, more intuitive, a quiet hum beneath his feet.
The day wore on. The sun, a pale, diffused disc, began its slow descent. Roric finally halted, and Kaelen drew a ragged breath. His ash-power, this time, had not depleted completely. Yet, exhaustion etched itself onto his face, a mask of profound weariness. Maintaining Ash Glide for hours, through blistering heat and mental strain, pushed his body and mind to their limits.
He felt the urge to collapse again, but he forced himself to stand, shoulders squared. Roric tossed another piece of jerky. Kaelen caught it, spared the humiliation of scrounging from the ash. He tore the meat into small pieces, chewing slowly, thoroughly moistening each fragment before swallowing. A deliberate, almost ritualistic pace. He glanced at Roric, halfway through his own jerky, only to find Roric had consumed barely a third of his. A strange sense of defeat washed over Kaelen. He consciously slowed his own consumption, taking almost thirty minutes to finish a single piece.
*Still hungry, though.*
Kaelen, not yet fully grown, felt only a fleeting satisfaction from one portion. He knew the gnawing emptiness would return soon. Yet, his pride would not allow him to ask for more. He resolved to sleep on a hungry stomach.
First, there were tasks. He removed his clothes, spreading them meticulously on the ground, a hopeful offering to the morning dew. Next, shelter. The frigid nights were a death sentence for most. Roric, with abilities Kaelen could only imagine, was immune. Kaelen was not.
His solution: a bunker. He still possessed enough ash-power for the construction. Kaelen extended his will, and the ash began to shift, a silent, obedient servant. A pit, just large enough for his frame, began to form. He settled into the depression. Then, with careful manipulation, he drew the ash over himself, a living roof.
Ash, naturally, would not hold its form. It would collapse. But Kaelen willed it to cohere, to bind, forming a solid canopy. Power flowed, steady and controlled. Once complete, the manipulation ceased. No further power was needed.
He breathed a sigh of relief. The previous night’s restless shivers still haunted him. Tonight, solace. A thought flickered: *Should I offer Roric entry?* He shook his head. Roric would not accept. He would find his own way. Kaelen drifted to sleep, cocooned in the comforting warmth of his ash-shelter.
An odd sensation roused him. A faint vibration, pulsing through the compacted ash. Kaelen sat up, pressing his hand to the ground. The tremor intensified, a growing thrum beneath his palm. He pushed aside the ash-roof, emerging into the biting pre-dawn chill. Roric stood, still as a statue, his blade planted before him. He stared into the dense, consuming darkness that precedes the sun.
Kaelen followed Roric’s gaze. Nothing. Just an impenetrable void. But Roric’s senses pierced such mundane limitations.
*Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!*
The vibrations grew, a rhythmic pulse. Kaelen’s pupils dilated, fear, cold and sharp, gripping him. *Dozens, no, hundreds.*
“Survive on your own, you idiot!” Roric’s voice, a raw cackle, ripped through the air. A crazed grin split his face, revealing teeth. He looked like a child anticipating a spectacle of fireworks.
Kaelen couldn’t smile. The realization slammed into him: Roric would offer no aid. The understanding fueled a desperate surge of resolve. *Alright! I will survive this.*
The thudding intensified, becoming a thunderous roar. From the depths of the darkness, forms began to resolve. Hundreds of eyes, glinting like scattered embers, reflected the faint pre-dawn light. They surged forward, a tide of hunger, their forms grotesque, predatory.
“A pack of Ash Stalkers,” Roric announced, his voice filled with a chilling, savage delight.